TheComfortCorner | V.10

[_SmollJellyfish_]

I started working, it's more of a project but luckily I will earn money
The feeling of being alone among people was felt again after so many years
There are other people almost my age, I put myself among them but in reality I'm alone and I'm there listening to them. I even tried to have a small conversation but the person completely ignored me, in my office everyone is older than me and obviously they have known each other for much longer, even there I feel alone, and the fact that my voice is very low because of anxiety it's even worse
Most likely I'm thinking about it too much, as always. But maybe they find me strange? And the thing that every time I'm nervous I move my hands together in an embarrassing way doesn't help
Another strange thing? It's just that I don't want to make friends, every time I run away or end friendships
I don't understand myself ;-;

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA my father is boring me about the driving licence, the family is also involved, I KNOW IT'S IMPORTANT BUT I CAN'T DO IT
Why does everyone only think about what they want? Why doesn't anyone think about my feelings or try to understand them? Are they really that insignificant? I don't understand it and I will never understand it,Im tired

[mewsys]

I rescued a 4 week old kitten from under a bridge recently. I only had a few days with him before he passed. when he was at the vet they said he was okay but shortly after he passed. I miss him. I wanted to see him grow old.

[slifer]

Tonight will most likely be my cat Hugo's last night. I love him but he's sick and suffering and we can't keep him alive like that. The hard choice of him getting put to sleep is probably going to be made.

I love you Hugo, thank you for being in my life.

[mitski]

I rescued a 4 week old kitten from under a bridge recently. I only had a few days with him before he passed. when he was at the vet they said he was okay but shortly after he passed. I miss him. I wanted to see him grow old.

i'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your kitten. it's clear that you cared for him deeply and wanted to give him a good life. it's completely understandable to feel sad and miss him. grieving is a natural process, and it's important to allow yourself time to mourn his passing. losing a pet can be incredibly difficult and it's okay to grieve in your own way. personally, i have also experienced the loss of a pet before and it was really tough for me as well. what helped me get through it was allowing myself to feel all the emotions that came with the loss - sadness, anger, guilt - without judgment. it's important to give yourself time to heal and know that it's okay to not be okay sometimes. take care of yourself during this grieving process and reach out for support whenever you need it. you're not alone in this journey of healing from loss. i'm sure your sweet little baby kitten was grateful for the time that they got to spend with you, and you were able to take them away from the rough environment that they were in.

remember to be kind to yourself - healing takes time and it's okay to take things one day at a time.

Tonight will most likely be my cat Hugo's last night. I love him but he's sick and suffering and we can't keep him alive like that. The hard choice of him getting put to sleep is probably going to be made.

I love you Hugo, thank you for being in my life.

i'm so sorry to hear about hugo's condition. it's never easy to let go, but sometimes it is the most compassionate choice we can make for their well-being. remember that you are doing what is best for hugo and showing him love by letting him go peacefully without suffering. your kindness and selflessness in this difficult time show just how much you truly love him. the memories of the wonderful life you shared with hugo will forever hold a special place in your heart. please take care of yourself! reach out to those close to you.

welp almost five weeks no contact and it hasn’t gotten any better! yay for me. lol

we were still talking every day after the fact, like nothing had happened. and now i’m living life completely without my person. someone i had gotten so used to. it still hurts. i hate letting go, but i had to, and i know he’s still waiting for me to change my mind. but i don’t think i can. i just wish i could know what he’s thinking and if he’s hurting as much as i am.

it's never easy to let go of someone you care about, especially when the communication has stopped suddenly. it's natural to wonder what the other person is thinking and feeling, but ultimately you have to focus on taking care of yourself and your own well-being. i know that it seems hard to believe- but time will help heal the pain, trust me - even though it may not seem like it now. stay strong and take things one day at a time. <3 sending healing wishes over to you! i'm so sorry you're going through this, especially as someone who has gone through something so similar at a time.

I started working, it's more of a project but luckily I will earn money
The feeling of being alone among people was felt again after so many years
There are other people almost my age, I put myself among them but in reality I'm alone and I'm there listening to them. I even tried to have a small conversation but the person completely ignored me, in my office everyone is older than me and obviously they have known each other for much longer, even there I feel alone, and the fact that my voice is very low because of anxiety it's even worse
Most likely I'm thinking about it too much, as always. But maybe they find me strange? And the thing that every time I'm nervous I move my hands together in an embarrassing way doesn't help
Another strange thing? It's just that I don't want to make friends, every time I run away or end friendships
I don't understand myself ;-;

AAAAAAAAAAAAAA my father is boring me about the driving licence, the family is also involved, I KNOW IT'S IMPORTANT BUT I CAN'T DO IT
Why does everyone only think about what they want? Why doesn't anyone think about my feelings or try to understand them? Are they really that insignificant? I don't understand it and I will never understand it,Im tired

i'm sorry to hear that you're feeling alone and overwhelmed with everything going on. :c

it's completely normal to feel this way, especially when faced with new situations or expectations from others. remember that it's okay to take things at your own pace - especially when it comes to operating a car! - and prioritize your mental well-being. you are not alone, and it's important to be kind to yourself. know that i hear you. it's frustrating when others don't consider your feelings or try to understand where you're coming from. it can be exhausting to constantly feel like your needs are being overlooked.

sigh. im seriously about to just drop my friends. before i get into it; they invited me to go to the beach with them, and happily i agreed thinking it would be a great time. they wanted me to come over tonight so we could leave in the morning, but i had been out today from 11:30am to a little before now and im exhausted (like way too exhausted to drive another 30 minutes to their house). i communicated that i know it's last minute but i think it'd be better to just pick me up on the way to the shore since my house is about 20 minutes from where they wanted to go anyway. i thought they would be understanding, but their response? they were like "it's because you don't sleep enough, your house is out of the way, you should probably just drive yourself and meet us there then". like are you kidding me? they wanted to go together so it'd make more sense for me to get picked up than have to drive 30 minutes to their house, an hour to the beach tomorrow, another hour coming back from the beach, and then me drive another 30 minutes back to my house. it doesn't make any sense to me. these are the same friends that always ask me for money, im always giving them rides, they never come to my house i always have to drive to theirs, and yet they think 6 minutes off the highway to get to my house is out of the way for them? im about to just not go. im tired of this. im tired of being treated this way. i give and give and give, but what does that get me? nothing. idk what to do anymore.

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lmao they ended up arguing with each other last night and decided they weren't going anymore anyway. i wasn't going either way but now you're gonna sit here and tell me your relationship issues after you were basically rude as hell to me

it sounds like you're feeling really frustrated and undervalued by your friends. it's important to prioritize your own well-being and set boundaries with people who don't appreciate your efforts. maybe it's time to have a conversation with them about how their behavior makes you feel, or even consider finding new friends who will treat you with the respect and consideration you deserve. remember, it's okay to put yourself first sometimes. i'm a big advocate for that. you deserve to receive the energy you put out.

remember that your worth isn't determined by how much you give others or what they think of you. your well-being should always come first, and it's okay to set boundaries with friends who don't appreciate or respect your efforts. you deserve friends who value you for who you are and not just for what you can do for them.

[halo]

everyone i try to get close to gives up on me

[LittleMaple]

My retainers have holes in the bottom :( I thought it was plaque but it was cracks in the plastic ot whatever so I tried to clean them and now they're broken :( they were already broken a little and I'm going to the dentist tomorrow but I'm worried how long it'll take to patch them up. Wil they have to make a whole new pair? Aaaaa I'm scared

[hellevi]

the horse i bought was a scam. he's not real. the entire thing, every person involved, were all in it together to scam me. it all felt so real but i still feel so incredibly silly for falling for it. i'm so embarrassed and i just want the horse that i thought was mine. i want my money back. i'm devastated

[DuckquackQUACK]

I am currently crying because I was playing a game with my class and then my idiot classmate just begins talking english (I am danish) so it really bugs me and I ask her to stop and she yells at me and my idiot teacher says you gotta just accept it and now I am crying while they just play without me. I am beginning to feel like matilda from matilda without the powers. Just being yelled at by everyone and my classmates are not nice to me. They keep ignoring me even though I am bawling my eyes out.

[DuckquackQUACK]

Also latte and misling my cats died like weeks after eachother and it is now over a month away. Misling just died but latte had to get put down. They are in cat heaven

[67Phlox]

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