TheComfortCorner | V.10

[♥ mizu]

how do i express that someone's jokes are actually getting kind of frustrating and to stop saying the same thing every time i talk. also i'm not offended but that was mean bro :[

edit; i need to draw some angry horses to get this out of my system
edit; maybe i need to go to sleep but genuinely this is starting to kind of bother me. i shouldn't be offended but you know. she's my best friend and obviously i know we're supposed to joke around and make offensive jokes here and there but like. i never go there? and people say that every joke has a grain of truth to it. i don't want to write what she said because it genuinely sounds exactly like something somebody that really traumatized me said. i don't want people to use that as ammo against me. i've never really told anyone, not even my parents, that trauma that i had. and i shouldn't be hurt when people say that kind of thing because they don't know, but it brings up bad things for me and i can't help but be genuinely offended by it.

this thing has bothered me for over a decade. and i'm just starting to get over it but i can't help but feel like it still hurts me, because it does. i still feel the effects of it daily. it affects every thought i have and everything i do, even subconsciously. i can only hope that one day it stops affecting me negatively. i've been feeling depressed recently because of my mother's seriously declining health and she made a joke about it that kind of just. mm. idk it's a serious thing i don't think i'm ready to make jokes about it yet.

[Eeveeloverrr]

I feel like burnout's nearly kicking in. My tinnitus is horrible today. Still have stuff to do, but no energy :(

[ElloJelloMelloFello]

It's been a while since I've sat down to really process my thoughts, my brain has been so foggy lately and it's kind of bumming me out. Every day has felt pretty close to the same for a little while, or at least predictable. I wish things happened around here, something to break the silence every once in a while.

[crashedOut]

you have no right to call me flan after what you did to me
you will call me ms. scarlet and that is IT!
i tell you im uncomfortable with your behavior and you have the audacity to talk trash about me to a mutual friend and say i need an ego check? you disgust me... and to even use the wrong alter name and pronouns when you're also a system. it has to be intentional. do better

[♥ mizu]

things feel so impersonal?
i've been feeling so depressed as of late. i really don't use that term loosely, it's taken a long time for me to admit that there's a problem. i feel so unenergized. there's no motivation in me. socializing is getting harder. i keep spacing out while people are talking to me. i have good moments and bad ones. but my parents aren't helping. they stress me out so much. i wish there were a way for me to feel healthy both mentally and physically but i dont know whats wrong and the doctor ran tests and physically i'm in excellent shape. i don't work out but i have a lean, muscular body. i can literally see my muscles in the mirror without flexing them. i eat well. there's NOTHING wrong with my body. but my mind is so clouded.

[stellulite]

What have I done wrong.
Almost 8 years.
I’m just at a true loss.
I’m miserable.
I just want this feeling to end.
You don’t even care.

[rabidcoyote]

This is a checkpoint! If you're reading this, you've made it.

I'm proud of you - this is no easy feat, you know? Keep going, you've got this.

[Kiyomice]

I'm really tired. My mental health was the worst it's ever been in 2023. Luckily, 2024 started off great for me. But several days ago, I became sick, and now it's progressed to me being almost bedridden - I'm at my desk right now, but my head is pounding and I doubt I can stay at my desk for more than 30 minutes.

It's exhausting...My head pounds when I move. My throat is so swollen I can barely breathe. Urgent Care didn't give me any treatment or suggestions, just told me they'll have my results in 2-3 weeks...If my throat closes any more than it is now, I'll go to the ER

Even my phone feels heavy to lift

My boyfriend wants to take me out for dinner tomorrow for my birthday, but I'm so sick I doubt I'll be able to go. I don't even know if I can make the 1-hour drive from my house to his

[obsessivehoarder]

Ive been so sick since having the C begining of august. theres so many different symptoms going on and im already see a couple specialist and have referals out to more. but i feel like drs arent listening to me and how bad it is. they think im exagerating
i went to er thursday because i felt like i couldnt breath. waited for almost 3 hours before seeing a dr. they said my vitals look good. well yeah because im now stable and can breath. if i wait long enough it stablizes itself. but for over 2 hours i was really struggling

[brundlefly]

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