TheComfortCorner | V.10

[alleyway]

I wish I had friends

[grimora_the_original]

i know it's dumb but basically i got horse tales: emerald valley ranch on my switch about a week ago and i got really attached, i already completed all the main quests and i was working on building up all my homesteads, but as i played i began having a lot of issues with the game lagging and crashing. now my first save with all my progress won't even open without crashing. i'm so upset. it was my one escape and now everything is basically gone and i miss my silly little game. everything kinda sucks rn and that was the one thing that could distract me for a long time. idk what to do. i tried looking up a support email but i couldn't find anything and idk if this is even fixable
a new save works pretty okay but i hate rebuilding progress i already had, it just feels pointless; and what if that save starts lagging and crashing too? ik it's not the best game but i really really loved it
i feel like an idiot for wanting to cry over this

some recent good news. i found a support email so i have a small bit of hope

[Serious.]

Bad things keep on happening </3

I'm glad I have distractions like this website, it just hurts going back to reality

[hellevi]

for once in my life, i don't want to have to beg to be a priority

[CyberneticVampire]

Just when I thought this holiday would be my dream come true it all comes crashing down. This is the first Christmas I'm spending with my boyfriend and it's already gone to hell. He's depressed and now doesn't care about the day at all. I was so excited to give him his gifts that I worked so hard to make and buy. But now it seems like there's no point. I don't know what to do or how to make anything better. I'm afraid all my effort will be going to waste. Last night we took cute Christmas pictures together so I don't know how it could all just fall apart so quickly. I honestly want to cry but I can't even seem to muster up the strength to do so. I only wish I knew what to do.

[Otter.]

i give up. first my Christmas eve was terrible due to my partner and i fighting and now on christmas my aunt had called me and told me my cat from my childhood had passed.im done. im dead to the world. this is the worst holiday season i have had. ever since i lost my grandmother my holidays have always been a little gloomy but this year really just had to go out with a big blow out of crap. idk what to do but i just feel empty rn, with my partner and i fighting and being forced to hangout with my partner's family after a embarrassing thing happened and i was unconfutable the entire night to now losing the one person (yes a cat is a person, they live and breathe just like us), missy, i wanted to see at christmas. i already have had a rocky relationship with my family in general and wasn't talking to anyone much due to fight/views on life/meds/moving out on my own, and having to be in a room with people are either hate me or judge me is just making my chest pound typing this. idk if i wanna even go at this point.

[Soy Sauce]

Do you ever hate somebody so much but also love them more than life itself?

[vist]

/:
i wonder what it's like to be functional .. i just wanna be able to face a person, to look them in the eye, to get a job, to get on with my life,. i'm tired of being a basket case, a pity party, the " feel bad for " .. i wanna have worth and deserve space,
i worry i'll never change .. i don't know how to get or be better,. i can't live with my mom forever, and everyone reminds me, but without her i have nothing, i am nothing, i'll never be anywhere but here,. it's defeating, & crippling,

[Neeko nordestina]

I'm finally home.
I hate christmas, specially when I have to go to my grandma's city. It's in a really remote location so we need to drive for 16-18 hours to get there and come back home.
The worst part is that my mom convinced me that the whole family would be there, that's why we should go. I accepted and she told my grandma that I would go. That was 3 months ago.
About a week before the trip, my cousins invited me to the cousin christmas party, they would all be here in our city and have christmas together. Turns out my mom didn't actually know who would go, she told me everyone would just to get me to say yes. And now it was too late to give up because my grandma was excited to see me.
Most of our family didn't go. In fact, only half of my aunts were there, no cousins, no nephews. That's really frustrating considering that I only went there because it was a rare opportunity to get everyone together.
So there goes the 4th christmas in a row without the family members I love the most.
I didn't even get any irl gifts despite going through hoops to get everyone one, that's a bit sad. I feel so... forgotten. Abandoned. Idk
Glad I signed up for secret santas, Sterlingfrost cheered me up so much!
I sometimes ask myself why I stay here, but i'm glad I never chose to fully quit. This site is really comforting, despite it being the reason why I get stressed sometimes.
I feel lost in life, I feel like I don't matter and i'm not worth that much. Next year i'm supposed to spend with my least favorite family and I sincerely refuse to.
I'll do whatever I can to spend it with Cat, Clara, Mari and Bella. I don't care if someone else's feelings get hurt. Mine get hurt all the time. 4th christmas in a row away from them. My parents giving everyone but myself gifts. Be lied to just to agree to go somewhere everyone knows I don't want to. I'm so done. This happens every year and if I make it to next christmas, i'm putting myself first.
I'm so tired.

[Moiraine]

tw pet death-

My cat passed away yesterday. Not sure how much detail I'm allowed to go into on this thread so I'll just say it wasn't her time to go. There's no such thing as a good time for something like this to happen, but it feels especially terrible for it to happen on Christmas day. My poor little friend... I'm just so sad.

On a happier note, this is a little representation of her... baseball cap added for dramatic effect!


Pet's name: Billie