the <^> game | v. twenty-three

[Disintegration]

About a year ago, my German class had a field trip to go to a Christkindlesmarkt! I remember fondly em and my best friend holding hands running towards it excitedly. It's a memory I hold fondly :]

^ Hopefully all is well!
> mmmh AP lang homework.... I hate essays....
v Do you have a favorite quote from a book or movie? If so, what is it? why do you like it?

[halo]

"Every time I'd get to the end of a block I'd make believe I was talking to my brother Allie. I'd say to him, "Allie, don't let me disappear. Please, Allie.""
this quote genuinely kills me . it's from the book the catcher in the rye . it makes me incredibly emotional , but requires important , spoiler - like context . but it about kills me .

^ guh , good luck . . . i'm dreading my first upcoming essay of the school year
> i really don't want to go to school tomorrow . i hope i can get around to finishing owed art soon , aughhguguagfgehgwu so busy
v do you have any tattoos and / or plans to get them ?

— xo

[star star.]

honestly i've thought about getting a tattoo of the big dipper somewhere on my wrist but i keep backing out of it bc a) permanence scares me b) where on my wrist would it even Go. also tattoos are expensive even the small ones so i'm just gonna appreciate my friends' tattoos from afar

^ your sig is so pretty?? & good luck with the art backlog + school!!!!
> already stressing about not being on time to my friend's photography exhibition tomorrow bc my mom and i both need to shower but she's being stubborn and hyperfixating on getting this fence done. like. girl i get it but please one adhd to another just take tomorrow off so we're not late.
v do you have anything you're looking forward to?

[coffin]

term ending. winter break. going to my roommates doctors appointment with her tomorrow (we get goofy while we wait). playing mario party with my dad. seeing my mom this weekend. lalalalallala. the little things are what matters

^ NOOOOO UGH i understand you so bad. i hope you get there on time but if you dont im sure your friend will understand and be happy that youre there to support them regardless! best of luck <:]
> my roommate bought me a squishmallow i talked about liking while we were at target for christmas (we opened presents tonight lol) its dani the bigfoot!! im going to buy her the strawberry cow pillow pet in return
v whats your #1 band/song on your spotify wrapped? if you dont have spotify (or an alternative app that has a wrapped, yt music also does this!) or dont want to share for any reason, tell me what you think your top album/song would be!

[teaparty]

my #1 band on spotify wrapped apple replay is the neighbourhood & my #1 song is heart to heart by mac demarco …. what does this say about me ?

^ SQUISHMALLOW AND PILLOW PET ROOMMATE SOLIDARITY we love to see it !!!!
> finally finished all animated parts of jojo’s bizarre adventure and feeling empty cause steel ball run hasnt been released yet… i would read the manga to make up for it but i dont like reading manga online. i prefer physical.. and i dont got jojo manga volume moneys rn
v what’s the number one thing you’re looking forward to next year? what was the best part of 2023 for you and why?

[splity]

I think I'm really looking forward to more marching band stuff, I loveee marching season. And this year I really loved being in the macys all American band in the parade!! wuz awezum!!!

^ AHHH that's so cool!!! I hope you enjoyed it!! And hopefully you'll get the manga soon!!
> I was so not used to going to school on monday.. my schedule is all messy now wah!!!
v What Christmas gift are you really hoping for?

[fluffysweetfloss]

the white fuddlewuddle jellycat!! already have the brown version

^ i only go on mondays and fridays, kind of opposites lol
> can't decide if i should watch the td seasons i haven't seen or just wait for reboot season 2..
v what december holiday do you celebrate? (christmas, hanukkah, etc)

[vi‎ ‎]

christmas
^ do what interests you! i always like watching originals before reboots to see what they'll change later
> drinking oat milk
v how are you? anything you need to get off your chest?

[avokado.]

god idk yes i have this feeling that something is wrong and its not anxiety (i do have anxiety this is a different feeling), i've been happy lately but i have no idea why i feel like this i hate it i hate it so much because usually im so good at identifying all my emotions and thoughts and everything that happens inside me or to me but i have no idea what this is, it's like it's breathing over my neck all the time and i can feel its presence, but as soon as i turn around to see it or try to grab it it just dissapears? but it doens't actually disappear, i can still feel its presence it just teleported to somewehre else like around the corner or something. and as soon as i stop trying to catch it it's right back there in my neck and i hate it so so much because WHAT IS IT?????????? WHAT IS ITTTTTT. it really feels like this feeling, emotion, or some kind of concept whatever it is is just looking at me, not in a bad nor good way, just observing me and i hate it so much because its coming from inside me yet i have absolutely no control over it, no idea where it came from, why its here nor what it is.
thanAks for listening to my rant which is probably filled with spelling mistakes DDD

^oat milk is superior to cows milk i stand by this
>i want to do everything but when i try to start something suddenly i dont know what to do at all its like i have these thoughts that i wanna do and when i try to grab them they go up in smoke and i end up doing nothing and being in a paralyzing state of misery of not knowing myself anymore and it is so, so scary

also i have my dog at my apartment for a week (usually school takes up too much time for me to care for him but not this week) and im really happy due to that i think
v rant about something/how are you feeling? or if you dont wanna talk about that then what's your favorite tropes in books/movies etc?

[weak]

i just kinda wna disappear ,, like the urge to just go offline forever is strong rn

^ ur so relatable
> hi :3
v fav silly song!!?!?!?