TheComfortCorner | V.10

[Guest]

I need to stop pretending and get myself together.

[xXFoxfaceToastXx]

Very small matter but I missed the classes I signed up for because I didn't realize they were in a different timezone. I still do get access to the recordings of the workshops but I lost the opportunity to ask questions. Normally I wouldn't be too bothered but I'm in a time in my life where I'm on the offence as opposed to biding my time. I'm hungry to learn and work towards the biggest goal in my life; owning a farm which is both a lifestyle and full time job with high risk.

[FNAF]

im so alone i cant do this anymore i just need a friend i need someone to talk to i need anyone

[♥ mizu]

genuinely so stressed right now i can't handle this and now my dad is so angry with me and i cant trust my mom because she records what i do

[LittleMaple]

I know deep down I'm not annoying or anything and that im deserving of the love I receive but sometimes I just. I wonder. Do I deserve it? What have I done to deserve anything? Why me of all people, for so many things? I'm afraid of becoming comfortable in most any environment because I know at some point something will happen that changes the way things work and I'm scared of that. But I'm so sleepy. Maybe that's why I'm contemplating that. I guess. Self awareness is a blessing as much as it is a curse. I'm aware things I do or think are morally or factually incorrect (see: this whole post) but I actively choose to ignore it because I want to feel normal. I'm tired of being self aware and smart. Ignorance is bliss that I will never know because the stars cursed me to fight myself everyday that I have consciousness.

[♥ mizu]

sometimes i look at you and just see the Other Mother. what happened?

[basil!]

inside of me theres a child that really wants to be held by someone and scream into their arms:
"I dont want to suffer alone anymore. i dont want to be alone. please don't let me be alone, not again, not ever."

[xXFoxfaceToastXx]

Why does my mom have to be like the way she is? Confusing and vague then accusing me of being aggressive when I’m confused. Meanwhile she yells and screams but she’s “I’m not yelling, THIS IS YELLING”

[BigGayDisaster]

Completely preventable medical issue caused by poor communication by my doctor has me feeling like a flattened piece of trash in a puddle in the middle of a busy road :^(

[le fantome]

i want to love you but you make it so easy to hate you. why are you like this?