TheComfortCorner | V.10

[Nerve]

I should not be as tired as I am when all I do is work, spend time with my boyfriend, lay in bed and cry, but here I am. I wont pretend it's all perfect. It isn't, and the world is laughing at me.

[Grayson.]

I need to get through this stuff. Insomnia sucks, overthinking sucks, just lacking so much energy and being afraid of people sucks. Sometimes my heartrate just shoots through the roof for no reason. I need to throw myself outside more often or something. I need to keep exercising regularly, that'll probably work.

[mourning dove]

once again i feel worthless. when i feel like im getting better something always gets in the way. it never fails. i wish i could just have a moment of peace, a moment where i am getting better and there’s nothing stopping me.

[bluebudgie]

I understand now how dreams die

[neapolitan]

please just. stop making promises you can't keep. you said way back you never break a promise but it feels like it's rare for you to actually keep one.

[LittleMaple]

I HATE THIS SCHOOL!!!! I'm literally trying to understand your religion and you're making fun of me!!!!!! I'm sitting here, calmly, just trying to understand. This is why I don't think that even if I become religious ill never go to church. These people are total jerks. Make me feel like I'm Disgusting or stupid. So stupid.

[le fantome]

what was i made for?

[BigGayDisaster]

Having a crafting hobby and no spendable money is a drag :^(
I'd love to work on my painting on fabric, get more practice sewing different types of fabrics, and get a sewing machine that works
Especially the sewing machine- I have arthritis and it would help so much to only hand sew the smaller bits
I'm working towards getting an income, but the people I live with will absolutely take everything I make- just like they did when I was working
I'm at a point where I feel so trapped. I can't do things I love and when I do, I'm shamed for it (because I could be cooking for them, cleaning, doing other manual labor for them). I can't have bad days, because "it can't be that bad." I can't even do that labor at my own pace, which I do to not have a medical emergency, because they think it needs to be done all at once and I get yelled at for it.
All this, and I don't even have my own room. My bed is in the old dining room, with one wall that doesn't have a door or open archway.
Everyone else has a door.

[flooxii]

my phone just did something weird, and every single Google page I'd go on, it'd say that "Microsoft Defender blah blah blah suspects this is a phishing website" and it just.. kept on.. refreshing..
I ran a few scans and my phone indeed is not hacked and has no viruses and stuff, so I restarted it and it's fine now.
why do I shake from things so easily..

[- Alice -]

I wish I never even tried at least then I could try and forget. 6 years wasted and he gets to walk away free. I can't keep going anymore.