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by hellevi » Mon Oct 09, 2023 4:04 pm
having such an impossible time finding a new job and it's so hard not to be too hard on myself about it. i gave applied to well over 250 places and have heard back from practically none of them. i have too much time on my hands now and it gives me way too much time to think ..... the fact that i tend to get burnt out at every job rather quickly is always lingering in the back of my mind as well. so even if i do manage to secure one, it's only a matter of time before that happens. it doesn't help that i don't really have any IRL friends to go to so everything is just feeling extra lonely and miserable lately :,)

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by auroraphoenix » Tue Oct 10, 2023 2:35 am
hellevi wrote:having such an impossible time finding a new job and it's so hard not to be too hard on myself about it. i gave applied to well over 250 places and have heard back from practically none of them. i have too much time on my hands now and it gives me way too much time to think ..... the fact that i tend to get burnt out at every job rather quickly is always lingering in the back of my mind as well. so even if i do manage to secure one, it's only a matter of time before that happens. it doesn't help that i don't really have any IRL friends to go to so everything is just feeling extra lonely and miserable lately :,)
just wanted to give support as i recently went thru this - and as someone who rushed to get to a new city but is super lonely - i really feel you
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by cainhurst » Tue Oct 10, 2023 4:30 pm
my father passed away today. it's for the better for him because he was suffering, and it wasn't a surprise given the state he was in for the past two days, but. i don't know. i was so upset yesterday, but right now i just feel very numb and can't even really bring myself to cry over it again

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by lyney » Wed Oct 11, 2023 5:30 am
please, take a hint. i'm not comfortable meeting alone. no matter how may excuses I pull, you step around them.
"sorry, I'm busy tonight" -> "why not tomorrow?"
"my dad has my car" -> "I can pick you up"
"I need to ask my dad" -> "I can come get you tonight"
"why don't we just call on discord?" -> "i'd prefer meeting up."
-> "let's do it tonight."
i'm sure you mean well. i'm sure i'm just overthinking things. but i barely even know you.. and you want me to meet up with you in your dorm so badly? you barely even know who I am. we only ever talked when walking out of class, maybe only.. what. 3 times? 4 times? i barely even talk, so why you chose me of all people, I don't know. most people would have given up by now. i just feel like you've backed me into a corner and i'm running out of options and excuses???
edit: um. if anyone has any advice of dealing with irl creeps or how to deal with this, pm me maybe... i'm honestly lost.

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by arabella !! » Wed Oct 11, 2023 11:48 am
cainhurst wrote:my father passed away today. it's for the better for him because he was suffering, and it wasn't a surprise given the state he was in for the past two days, but. i don't know. i was so upset yesterday, but right now i just feel very numb and can't even really bring myself to cry over it again
hi there.
i lost a parent not too long ago and i completely understand the numbing you're describing. i told myself i got it all figured out and i definitely didn't lol. if you ever need a lending ear, feel free to shoot a pm. i'm sorry for your loss and i hope you have time to heal <3
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stop overthinking this godd. please let it be okay
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by vist » Thu Oct 12, 2023 3:21 am
i cannot get myself outta my head & stop thinking about how useless i actually am,
i’m more trouble than i’m worth, to an employer, my family, friends, significant others,.
i so badly wanna stay in my bed and never leave, to turn my phone off and cut myself from everyone,. i’m humiliating,
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