Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[stardustreserve]

i’ve been playing that game recently
i think you were the one to show me
i feel… grateful. i’m glad you showed me, and i’m glad i currently have this game in my life
… it’s your birthday now
it’s weird to think about
you’re an adult now
remember when our age was so limiting? when we couldn’t drive out to meet eachother even if we wanted because we were too young?
geez
the… memories from that time
it’s all a blur. not even a blur, it’s… mostly black. most of it i can’t remember
maybe for good reason, but
i don’t know, i just
when it comes to this game, i wish i could remember more
i have this weird sense of familiarity in it, with some of the characters, like i *know* them
i wonder why? i mean… that’s something i get quite a bit in general, for some reason

idk
i don’t harbour any negative feelings toward you anymore
i just… nowadays i can’t help but wonder in the back of my mind how you’re doing
i wonder what sort of person you are now?
i don’t think i’ll ever know
which feels. weird. because i *can’t* know.
you were once in my life, but then you weren’t, and there’s nowhere left i could contact you because you deleted the only accounts you let me know of
that feels so… strange
it’s surreal

well. i hope that things are alright
that hopefully you were able to… move past everything that happened. … before and after
to work through things
i hope you’ve been able to improve yourself
i know i’ve got a lot to work on myself
but… i’ve come a long way. i hope you have, too.

- o / c

[splity]

This message you have sent me genuinely get over you. Don't accuse me of such things when you know what you did to me yourself. I don't miss you anymore, I want you to stop talking about me, I'm so tired of this. I never even tried to reach out to you until now, so I don't even understand. Thanks so much for making my life worse, I appreciate it SOOO much!! Leave me alone, let me have my own life without you giving me this labels without any proof EXCEPT me venting about you which I have every right to do. The reason I fled is because you made me feel anxious to stay so idk what you're talking about "I'm trying to reach out to you." I'm trying to stay AWAY from you. And then I felt sweet and vulnerable and now I know how much of a mistake it was to trust you. And I can't even tell anyone because they would get so mad at me. Eugh.

[☼ morgana]

Dear professor.
I pay my tuition for you to teach me the necessary things to pass the class.

What I don't pay my tuition for is for you to treat me like less than you, like less then the dirt you walk upon, for asking you to do your job.

I would literally rather take the w in this class then continue on. Thank you for making me have a mental break down on the clock. You are easily the worst professor i have ever had. Enjoy your formal complaint.

[anathema]

dear j,

my gawd..... tonight should be interesting

i'm not sure what your motive for all this is but i'm dying 2 know

[Riptidez]

I love you. Even though i dont know you. I barely know you, actually. We had a little connection at the moment, and I was prone to make somethong huge out of it. It's not you, it's me. It's just my type of attatchment. You have your own life and I have mine. That's why I'm moving on and saving you from the hassle. You're a beautiful, kind person, but not the perosn for me. It hurts to see what we couldve been, but in the end we would not go together quite well. Maybe not even that. Maybe it was just nice to fill in the gaps of what I thought you'd be. You're reserved and I'm attatched. I'm setting you free from my weird limerence. We're still friends luckily and we can share some nice memories. Or we can drift away with time. I love you. I dont know what kind of love but thank you for giving me something i was deprived from for so long. It was fun while it lasted. Or the thought of you was fun while it lasted. I'll look at my own life from now on instead of trying to fit you in it. Goodbye. See you later. Goodbye to my feelings for you, or goodbye to who I envisioned you to be.

Okay back to the funni pet game

[FNAF]

x

[LeafFrost177]

hi E,
remember when we were best friends? remember when you would do all things that I hated, I did nothing. remember when you kicked away Z? remember when S tried to join? I remember to. I wish I did something to make you stop. I wish I wasn't scared and made you stop. I wished you did let me be me, and I wished you wouldn't leave me there to cry. I know think of all the things that I should of, could of and would of do. Then the next year, you leave and then I leave, we both go to different places.
dear A, C and I.
I thought we were friends! I just feel so sad, just thinking about what happened! Why did you do that A? You know what I mean. C, I really wanted you to be my friend! I-i really thought you were nice. I, why, just why. Why did you call me... me that you know what I mean.
Back to E,
I leave so I don't ever have to see A,C and I. Then- You know what. I think I've said to much... I just hope your proud of yourself. And I hope sadness and unkindness comes back to you.
-S

[I'm tired]

dear m
you understood no one understood me in general
and it's just annoying and upsetting like I'm being framed.
my siblings always just rub it in and it leads to anger issues
and mental health issues but it's hard to calm down and everyone says just do it. IT's too annoying.

[.Vellichor.]

K,

In an effort to avoid hurting me, you have done what you sought to prevent. You said it was mutual, but you left me waiting on the sidelines for 2 and a half years. I was understanding. I was compassionate. I like to think I was very patient, seeing as though the only thing I ever asked of you in that 2 years was a moment of your time to talk about it. Now all I have got to show for my waiting is a broken heart.

I don't think there's anything left to salvage from the rubble. Please, just say goodbye so I can move on.

[sleepytown]

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