Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[venti]

dear m...
i hope you're doing well. reading books, playing chess, whatever. have a great day
i miss you. you always made me laugh or smile
lots of love, s :]

[Piera]

Dear You Two,

You stuck up turds deserve each other. You're both hypocodriacs and professional victims. And even worst, the double standardness!

ONE (1) SINGULAR MEALWORM was loose, dunno how but it's not the end of the world but you'd think it with how you two reacted! A damn mealworm! Things can barely move! But that's 'oh so icky' meanwhile your cats crap and urinate on everything! I've had the cat legit choose to wizz on me in bed , totally ignoring the boxes! There's currently poop in the bathroom tub But oh no, that's totally different to a lil bug on the ground. Watch out, the mealworm is gonna get ya in ya sleep! 🛌🐛 Ooohoohh spooky bug.

Woe is me for getting my animals a treat. I actually like my animals to enjoy life and not just sit in their cage 24/7 looking at a wall like you, I guess I'm the weird one??

Btw AWESOME time to decide to start an argument with me. I've got the flu again (from you:) with a headache to boot but of course, MY flu isn't anything compared to YOUR flu. Infact you say you didn't get my sick in the first place. Well geez, I haven't been near any other spluttering coughbags who never cover their mouth and cough all over the kitchen and cupboards🤔

And you, other one, STOP piling the dishes so only MY Tupperware 'conveniently' ends up sitting in a pan of oil. I know you're doing it on purpose, either that or you're incredibly stupid. Either way, quit it. I can't wait to be outta this hole of uptight snobs.

[Hyrule]

Today is your sister's birthday. She posted a picture on Facebook with her daughter, my cousin. I saw you in her face. For the first time in a long time, I got angry. Why couldn't that have been me and you? Why couldn't I have another birthday with you? I locked myself in the bathroom, crying on the floor with the water running so as to not be heard. I miss you.

[Suave]

Sigh

I guess I just feel like we really could have made it if you had been able to let go and accept yourself. I'm not sure you know where your parents begin and you end sometimes. It's just so hard. It's hard to see someone repeat some mistakes I made but I get it- She's sick so it's different. Maybe if she wasn't attached to him you could be happy. But no. Overall being free and being happy are a choice and if you can't leave behind what's burdening you- what doesn't serve you- you'll never have space for anyone else anyway. I know we're still friends but neither of us keep in touch. I used to get a little angry when I thought of you- because you never even tried and then you left- but now I just feel a little sad and a little hopeful. Hopeful I'll see you in a few years and you'll be free and happy. A dark part of me thinks "when she finally dies you'll be free" but I try not to think like that. You'll have figured out yourself and your others then, all working in harmony. I don't dream of any future we have together- only picture you happy and where you need to be. That's how I must picture you in order to let go of things that no longer serve me.

The wisdom to accept the things I cannot change, I suppose.

[Moiraine]

Funny I should see this thread while you were on my mind. You're still who I think of when I hear the phrase 'gone too soon'. There's a lot I could say here. We weren't even out of high school, it wasn't fair, etc... all I can really say is 'I wish you were here'.

Love.

[faentofheart]

Dear _______

I hope you’re happy with yourself and what you did to me. You said you would always care but I fail to see that in any of the actions you’ve made. I’m a better person without you, believe it or not. You don’t love somebody with all your heart one day and leave the very next because “you don’t have time for them anymore”. You MAKE time for things that are important to you, and clearly, I was never one of those things. I was a commodity. You don’t say that you’ll “always support my transition no matter what” and within a week, start misgendering me on purpose because I DARED to talk about the awful things you did. I put everything into this relationship, and all you did was take. I was too stupid to see that but now I hate you for it. I’m tired of being put last and used, and only treated well when it so fits you. I’m so glad im finally out, no matter how much agony it caused me that month. I hope one day you’ll be able to feel the pain that you have inflicted,, and that one day someone will treat you as you treated me.

You can’t love somebody for two years and leave them on a whim. You didn’t even give me any sign that it was ever going to end. I thought you were the one. How DARE you say that your actions were in my best interest. You don’t do that to people you’re supposed to love.

[Spottedbird]

erm snip!

[GayCoyotes]

Dear C,

Don't know why I'm writing this here, feels like it'd be relieving to get this out there somewhere though. I still don't understand your feelings, and I don't think I ever will. I'm starting to become okay with that, since honestly, I'd much prefer to never feel however it is you feel that caused you to be the way that you are and say the things you've said. I think the most painful part of it all is that I made room in my life for you, I opened myself up to the idea of a long future with you. Only to find out that you were never willing to open yourself up to the idea of me in your future, you were not willing to make space in your life for me, despite everything. I did so much for you and with you and I genuinely would do it all again because I cherish the time I spent with you and I love you. I wish it did not turn out this way though.

I'm glad we broke it off healthily but that doesn't get rid of the hurt. Doesn't change the fact that you said you didn't know if I'd ever be a priority in your life. I never wanted to be your top priority, I just wanted to be a part of your life and wanted actual reciprocation of the feelings I had for you, the feelings you said you shared. But looking back, I was always just inconveniencing you. I can't remember a time when you've ever asked to see me. I loved you with everything I had and that's all I could really do, at the end of the day, I know I treated you well and loved and cared about you and made the effort to show that. I know you're probably upset I left but you never tried to stop me, you weren't willing to put in any energy or effort into our relationship. You never saw the point since I already was doing so. Like you said in that final call, I deserve to have my needs met and to be happy in whatever relationship I end up in, and I deserve better than to just be chasing after you.

I deserve someone who communicates, wants me around, and doesn't avoid or reject me because he's too scared to face his fear of connection. I don't know that you'll ever know what you really want in life besides your career, I do hope you figure it all out and get where you are working so hard to be, but don't count on me waiting around for you to decide what you want from me, from us. I'm not waiting around, I've moved on. I know my worth and know that I deserve to be loved out loud, to be loved on purpose and to be with someone who makes the effort to make that known, and who reciprocates energy in our relationship. Anyways, I love you, I'll never /not/ love you. After all, you are a part of my life because you were in my life and I appreciate a lot of moments we've had. You made me feel loved for some time at least, even though that changed.

I love you and I know you love me too, in your own way, which while it may not make sense to me, I still acknowledge that you care about me. I hope you prosper in life, and I hope you don't come to me when you figure everything out, expecting me to drop everything to come back to you. Because I won't.

Anyways, for myself, C (not that he will ever see this lol), and anyone who happens to read this, remember; Life doesn't always turn out the way you want it to, the way you plan. Life is unpredictable, the future isn't promised. Live for today. Live for yourself, live for kindness, connection, love, happiness, the most important things in life. Stop worrying about the future so much, stop sabotaging everything due to fear. You will never be truly happy when all you think about is how things could be and ignore the good around you right now in this moment in your life. Take a deep breath, its all gonna be okay.

[Corals Art Studio]

Man here I go time to let it all unfold. The amount of releif I am gonna feel now.


Why were you never there for me when I needed you most. You always said you loved me and would care for me my entire life. The amount of times I told you I was not Ok but you said I was just saying things that were not true. The amount of pain you caused me the amount of trust you have broken with me. You are my parents arent you supposed to be here for me and support me through all of my hardships but NO you told me everything was alright my entire life for the last 5 years you said I was fine. I have tried talking to you and you still do not listen to what I need to say you say it is all a made up illness and that nobody really has it. I want you to please leave me alone and stop trying to tell me I do not need help when I really do need help.

[Eve Green]

Hello "J"
You don't know we're having a fight yet, but you will. I'm done doing things for you if you're just going to call me selfish and lazy and childish. You have insulted me on three different days in the past week, so enjoy doing everything yourself because my kindness is only for people who appreciate it. I will be showing you exactly how selfish, lazy, and childish I can be since you want to call me those things. I thought about changing your name to an insult in my phone but that's to petty for no real payoff, so instead from now on when you ask me to do something the answer will be no. I'm tired of you thinking you're in charge just because you happen to be older. We did not grow up together, and after we no longer live together I may even cut contact with you for awhile depending on how I feel then. You are not my mother, my father, my boss, or the owner of the house. You're also not D, who I respect enough to do anything he asks. I no longer respect you at all, sister or no. I'm tired of the double standards and general entitlement since you moved in. You were told one of the conditions of you moving in (conditions not set by me mind you!) Was that you would keep the house clean, I remember dad saying that very clearly actually, you were also told the living room was my space but there you are, stuff everywhere and with the house a mess. You do not work, and then you use the baby as an excuse of why nothings done, believe it or not you can clean a house with a baby, wild I know. Or you could do it when he's asleep, but oh wait, you're to busy sitting around downstairs when he's napping. Oh well, enjoy lying in the hole you've dug for yourself.
Oh! And while I'm here thinking about it again! I asked my boss K and she confirmed what I already thought, the only person I should be focusing on right now is me and if I was lazy she would have fired me already, so there go your legs to stand on