by King Andre » Sun Jul 02, 2023 10:39 pm
On the hopecore, self improvement, kindness to fellow man, you have no enemies, skip the villain arc masculinity wave. Embracing my spirituality and God more. Feels good. I can feel resistance from the side of me who isn't used to these things and still feels the need to be fueled by spite, anger, resentment and pettiness. I know it'll take a minute for me to minimize that side of me as much as I can. But im tryin.
I do wonder if my new found journey to "enlightenment" is contradictory to one of the reasons i left social media for the most part, that is to show back up once ive acquired my goals and "show people who doubted me." But I think a better idea is that I want to erase the image of immature me and show that I have the drive and ambition to obtain the things I constantly posted about wanting but never seemed to get close to getting. Nonetheless I know my reasoning isn't entirely pure, but having something to prove isn't a bad thing especially if it leads to good results.
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King Andre on Sun Jul 02, 2023 10:45 pm, edited 1 time in total.