TheComfortCorner | V.9

[flooxii]

it's so hard to talk to *people* now
sure I talk to my friends a lot
but I don't talk as much to them, you know?
I don't know what to do.
why's it so hard?

[neapolitan]

Oh, so now it’s “what I do to you”? You. Hurt. Me. You haven’t even tried to take the blame for that besides your own self deprecation. I’m not falling for that. If anything, it just proves you won’t learn. Just please, go find someone else to hurt. You and me are over and done.

[huskyhiccups]

I wish you would just give it a chance.. I know it's hard; people hurt you so badly... It'll be okay, I promise. You will heal and find peace. You probably will even be able to forgive those who hurt you the most. If I could, you can too. You're strong. I love you. ♡

[gamer]

very angy rn I hate being ignored lol

[BunnyBeam]

Oh what a terrible feeling.
Having this feeling as if I hear someone walking up the stairs and immediately having the images flashing before my eyes of that cop standing there, the day my father died.
It has been quite some years now, but from time to time I still have this feeling, I can still hear the policeman walking up the stairs and calling out my name.
Asking me to come downstairs, hearing my mother cry uncontrollably in the background while the cop tells me my father has passed away.

Why do I still get these memories flash up from time to time?
It feels awful.

[demodog]

im tired, im sad, im sorry. I'm a bad person I know, I made a mistake with the way I said something and the way i worded it now you're annoyed with me. I really am sorry, I love you so much. ill always love you. im sorry.

[viles]

• tummy hurt ://///
  
  im trying to keep up a lighthearted and goofy mood but my brain will not stop telling me all the various things that could be going on. last night i was worried about one thing in particular and now those worries are returning. i just want to watch black mirror i hope my brain will shut up

[alleyway]

why can I not stop thinking about you. you don't even like me like that but I'm holding onto the hope that you will someday. but I don't know if I can wait anymore. I want to tell you exactly how I feel and that even after a few days, I'm in love with you. why does my brain work like this, why am I so obsessed.

[Guest]

I want space from my boyfriend.
I feel really bad about it because he is so sweet, but he is so overwhelming. He talks to me ALL THE TIME and is everywhere and sends me like 10 memes that I don't understand nor care about at once and I don't have the energy to power through all that. I thought that was cute at first but now it's just annoying and frustrating.
He is a really sweet guy, but when he got on that plane I felt so relieved he wouldn't be able to talk to me for a long time and felt so stressed when he messaged me from the plane saying there was wifi.
I do genuinely love him, but he is too much.

[Resplendent]

(Apologies for the long post)

I feel like I don't know my best friend anymore.

I really hate that I feel this way, but I do. We've been friends for over ten years now, but four years ago she started dating a man that previously didn't treat her very well. I can confirm he's a better person now, but around the time they got together my friend and I fell out and we did not speak for over a year, so I wasn't present when their relationship developed. Now, my friend's boyfriend is her absolute number 1 and they live together, do everything together, etc.

My friend is long-distance (she lives over 1,000 miles away) so this isn't primarily why I feel this way, however, last December I was meant to travel with her to her parent's place for winter break, but after I asked her about it she told me she was traveling with her boyfriend instead because she needed family time; telling me it totally slipped her mind (and therefore never consulting me about it when it would have been time to book flights).

I know that I'm just a friend, but... The fact that she considers this guy her family even though she was the one who invited me over... I've felt hurt ever since and I can't help but feel replaced. I remember when we would call each other our BFF's and each other's number 1, but now she says those things to her boyfriend instead. She still showers me with compliments, but I'm really questioning whether they're genuine anymore.

The worst part is that I feel like I can't talk to her about it because she's always so busy and whenever I have a conversation with her on Discord she always dips mid-conversation and doesn't reply again. At first I was okay with this behavior since she is genuinely very busy, but then it kept happening and happening and now I'm not sure how to feel about it anymore. Not to mention we hardly talk anymore in general. I know that we're both busy with our own lives now and we aren't kids anymore, but it's really disheartening that we went from talking every day to now only talking every few months just to catch up on what's been happening in each other's lives.

I feel brokenhearted and I don't know what to do. She's so far out there now I doubt she has any clue about how I'm feeling. I'm afraid she'll think I'm a selfish person for thinking this because her relationship with this guy is very serious and she does get mad if anyone questions it... But I'm sorry; I can't deny how I'm feeling any longer. My best friend is unreachable and I feel so lost.

Thank you for reading if you got this far. Please PM me if you have any advice.