TheComfortCorner | V.9

[Sullivan Maurus]

I tried to save you. I tried and no one cared but me. I'm sorry.

[pandaa]

so as of late, ive been getting kind of annoyed by one of my friends. we’re really close but a lot of the stuff that only every once in awhile gets to me normally has been heightened ig?? i don’t know why but im kind of scared im trying to distance myself from her because she’s moving and i don’t want to deal with it it’s just stressful and i almost snapped at her earlier so im scared

update:
she yelled at me today and i yelled at her too and it wasn’t really that bad it was over plans but i almost started crying augh why am i like this i know that sounds stupid but its really getting at me, ive started feeling better not around her?? i love her but she’s really been at me and it’s just AUGH

another update:
i stood up to her the other day. not in like a weird kinda way, but like… so she was being kinda rough like messing around and i told her to stop instead of just laughing it off. and she actually stopped, like the look on her face changed. i’m proud of myself but i feel bad. it’s really not as big of a deal as i made it out to be. im weird.

[Fleetwood]

at work today my friend, the only coworker I like, told me she's leaving. she's the only person there that talks to me and acknowledges me. she brought me flowers for my birthday recently. I love her to but I never see her outside of work so I really worry about losing a relationship with her. she's such a nice person, I'm glad she's leaving because she deserves better. but I feel selfish for being upset because my job requires a lot of work and either I will be expected to do it on my own, or someone new. so the idea of being expected to do more, for my current pay (I was promised a raise that has yet to happen!), AND the only person I care about leaving? when one thing is thrown off it changes everything. and my job affects everyone there, so when I get thrown off everyone is thrown off and they get so rude about it. I'm just panicking because I want to leave but I'm scared of trying to find something new. and my boss is a relative so I'm so scared of causing family drama. and I'm autistic so any change in anything upsets me deeply. I'm so stressed and I'm just typing everything out in a panic, I just need to vent.
oh and one of my dogs might have cancer. just found that out so yeah, my week is going great.

Edit to add:
My boss (my aunt) was super rude to my friend this morning and I am livid. Thankfully she's going out of town for the weekend because if I saw her right now I don't think it would end well :) if she wants to play like that she can replace the both of us. I don't care. My friend has done so much for me and I'm so angry I'm crying. I'm not going to tolerate that nasty behavior. It's not the first time I've witnessed it.

And my poor dog is still not feeling well. I'm hoping that he's just a bit stressed because of the constant vet visits and that he'll settle down. He's taking his medicine at least.

[eeep]

im feeling a feeling i havent felt in a long time. im scared..

[RaeOfHope<3]

Another rental application denied… seeing my partner 3 hours a day due to work travel… I miss him but the pain in our daughters eyes… I dunno how long we can keep doing this.. so much for our fresh start… I pray life improves I’m so defeated 😔

[Falco]

tw for trauma and bad relationships

Trauma stinks, I hate the realization that it takes so long to heal from.
My last ex did some hurtful things to me, and I've been struggling with it a lot recently. I broke things off with him in January, after he ghosted me for a whole month. But it still hurts so much. I tried to open up to my friends because I really needed the comfort, but one of them just treated it like some petty drama and it made me so upset. I get told over and over again it's not my fault, but its so hard to believe.

[RaeOfHope<3]

2 days in a row just feeling like hell… I wish I had someone I could talk to.

[sundayskies]

i hope someday i'll have friends that accept me for who i am, and who genuinely support me like i support them. i give my all to those i care for and usually don't get that back..

[Guest]

Finally had a good day after a long long time. Still kinda tired but everyone is doing well and alive, I'll have the best dinner and my favorite League of Legends team won ♡
It's kind of crazy how low my bar is. Just the fact that all the patients are ok is more than enough.
Just wanted to share to maybe give someone some hope idk

[DizzyGlitchez]

I keep comparing myself to others, and I hate it. I hate it so much. Why am I so damn jealous all the time? Why can't I be happy for others' success for once?