TheComfortCorner | V.9

[scottermite]

sooo.. i woke up. don't know if this is a pattern that will continue, but it happened today. i dont know what i feel, i dont think i feel anything. sorry, maybe, for making such a big fuss. so, yeah. sorry :^(

[eeep]

why do you hate me so much? what did i do to you? no one will tell me and i feel like im crazy. i dont know what to do. so im quitting.

[screamingrainfrog]

crying because whenever I hear the words I love you it's the mark of insincere
Crying because it seems my world can't exist if it's not constantly falling apart

[shinx.]

I graduated high school on Thursday and I'm really sad which I never thought I'd ever say before.

I finally had a class that I fully enjoyed and a teacher I really liked and I'm really going to miss her): she really motivated me to go to school, literally you can tell when I switched to her class because my attendance shot up by 20%. I want to give her a card but I'm not sure what to say in it, there's a lot I want to thank her for but I don't know when it becomes too much and I'm just overall sad that we only had her for one year and ahrkjelms I'm just going to miss her, she's a really amazing teacher.

And what if I don't get any good teachers in uni and then my attendance falls again and I go completely unmotivated):
stressing

[WarriorcatKitty]

sick rn :(

and my mom is blaming me for having high blood sugar right now like OH HMM YOU DON'T THINK IT'S POSSIBLY HIGH BECUASE I'M SICK? POSSIBLY?

jbhbh i can't deal with it rn becuase on top of feeling sick my high blood sugar ALWAYS makes me way more irritable than normal

[caffeinate]

my family is literally tearing at the seams and im stuck in the freaking middle. half of them are sick with some crap. everyone has some vendetta against each other that i for some reason have to know about. i dont want this stuff running around in my head. i dont want to be the one who decides whether or not someone leaves or stays. like they feel the need to pull me into every. single. arguement. and i just sit there awkwardly while people yell at each other and me because i was in the wrong place at the wrong time. sometimes i feel like the best moments are gone in a blink of an eye, the sh**ty ones last forever.

if only life had a pause and reset button. i just want to rest

[BESM]

Feel confined in my body lately. Not sure how to word this, just having a human body feels surreal and odd at times, I think. I feel like there's something much greater out there that I am, but I'm not sure what. Dread surrounding it all isn't as bad as previous times though, which I'm thankful for. I've been doing better lately, however I can't help but fear a sense of loss and stability in my day-to-day life which could cause me to spiral from there-on. Choosing to try my best to keep an optimistic viewpoint on things more often, and to trust myself in my decisions and courage with the future.

[eeep]

do yall think we broke up???? why are you doing this to us??? please back off, it makes us all uncomfy.

[vi‎ ‎]

feeling really overwhelmed and disappointed in myself this week. i get overtaken by performance anxiety really easily and that leads me to basically do nothing which makes my performance worse. vicious cycle lol. i just feel like i suck and that i should try harder but im a loser so i can't. compared to my peers, i do nothing. i just feel like my worth is entirely based on my resume and it has been making me feel really frsutrated and terrible lately.

[BigGayDisaster]

Got a vaccine earlier today and I feel like trash :^(
Also my string cheese has gone bad- I just bought it, too ;u;