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by FNAF » Fri Apr 14, 2023 2:05 am
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i dont know if i love you or if i just stay because you constantly tell me you won't let me leave
i don't know my own feelings i feel like i can't trust my own feelings because they're constantly everchanging
i'm scared
i love you but you scare me
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i like my girlfriend
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by marciplier » Fri Apr 14, 2023 2:12 am
I want to cry. the first time I get to see my extended family in over 7 years and I muck it up for everyone cause I'm sick with covid the day before we have to leave. We had been planning this for over a month. At least I know why ive feel like garbage this week I guess. I feel horrible.
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by .destiny » Fri Apr 14, 2023 7:42 pm
i just feel alone. it has gotten to the point where nothing feels real and that nothing matters. i appreciate the support my friends give me so much however it kills me that i can't see any of them. i can't see them face to face. i can't feel them, i can't hug them. i feel empty and alone. i want someone to be with me, to hug me or just grasp my hand and hold on tight.
i just want to see someone. the only human interaction i have is with my parents since i live with them. i see my siblings once in a while. but outside of family, i feel completely disconnected from human interaction. it hurts. i feel like nothing.
i want to explore the world and meet people. i want someone to love and to have them love me just the same. to feel cherished and loved; knowing that it's not fake and that their love is all real. it feels like all the love and care people have given me is just a sham; that they only say these things because they know it makes me happy.
i want to be loved so badly again. i miss waking up and reading a simple "i love you" text. even if it was all fake and neither boy i dated meant it at all, i miss it so much.
sometimes i just wonder how things would be if i just gave them what they wanted from me. even if it felt degrading, maybe their words of affection would've made up for it.
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by CyberneticVampire » Fri Apr 14, 2023 9:20 pm
Why?
Why does this always happen to me? Why do people close to me always suddenly block me without a reason. I mean I'd understand if they gave me a reason why.. but not when I just one day go to their profile and can't see anything..
I literally did nothing wrong yet you blocked me.. not knowing why hurts me so much. You know I'm already so incredibly lonely so I don't understand why you would do that to me.
I feel like I'm cursed to be alone. That no matter who it is or what I do or say something like this will happen.. I hate feeling so alone. My heart physically hurts. I just want to know what I did to deserve this..
Plus a family member died so that just makes me even more depressed.
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by xXFoxfaceToastXx » Fri Apr 14, 2023 10:23 pm
If anyone has resources, recommendations or even just food/music/stories that helped them get through loss of a pet I could really use some help. I lost my dog a few weeks or a month ago to old age after 16 long years with my beloved Coalie. I’m not sure how much time has passed but today was the first day I went out of the house by myself where I’ve been shut in to my room almost entirely for idk how long.
I was very dependent on my dog for emotional support and I don’t get along with my family who I don’t live with anymore. I feel very alone and isolated as I can’t talk to my roommates about deep stuff due to a slight language barrier.
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wanting only for my time to rest
and though dragons may envy my size
I am jealous of the beetle's eyes."
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by Paprikat » Fri Apr 14, 2023 11:24 pm
i feel really empty. i thought today was going so well. i went to dinner with my family and it just went down. Why is it like this. I hate this so much. i really miss the way things were. I miss home. I just want to cry but it only makes me feel worse. It's never going to be ok is it?
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