TheComfortCorner | V.9

[ferretjuice]

feel comfort here and the nurses are amazing.
cant help but think about how it might all change when I go back home. all this time for nothing

[pandaa]

I hate my braces so much oh my god, just want them out please

[☼ morgana]

it's like my family is trying to speedrun me going no contact.
I'm so sorry for being an adult with a life that can't constantly keep contact. But I will not allow you to treat me this way.

[Guest]

I'm having a hard time being nice to my boyfriend. I know this will sound mean, but it really sounds like his life is all rainbows and I can't find the energy within myself to pretend I care about his struggles. Like... oh yea, your boss told you, the designer, to make a banner look pretty in 3 hours, what a jerk. You were working on a trade for a pokemon card you like for about 5 minutes but the guy's gf told him not to trade the card because it was pretty, how awful. You can't go on a hike tomorrow because your friend decided the two of you should go the day after tomorrow instead.
What an awful life.
I'm struggling with depression, getting used to new medication for that, my favorite patient who I have been taking care of and desperately trying to save 5 days a week for 1 month died, yesterday I worked for 10 hours straight, no time to eat and today I spent 14 hours working with 3 patients who were desperately trying to stop living. I'm sorry but I do not have the energy to care about pretty designs and pokemon cards today.
My arms hurt, I can still hear the machines beeping, I keep thinking about my baby Choco and if I keep hearing him talking about how hard his day was i'll lose my marbles.
I just muted our conversation and will pretend I fell asleep because I just can't today. I can't.
I know those things feel big for him and I do want to support him through those hard times but right now I just can't find the energy to do that.

[onion]

ive been having a lot of flashbacks and just. episodes in general.

i find it hard to even get out of bed unless i have to pee which i do a lot with my new water intake schedule thanks to my timed waterbottle. and youd think drinking so much more water would be cleansing and make me feel way better yk?

only things keeping me alive right now (it feels like anyhow) are rwby, nmixx comeback/jisoo solo, seeing my gf in april, and ... yeah.

[mourning dove]

jesus christ i hate you so much.

[67Phlox]

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[Paprikat]

thoughts of the future... again

im dreading something that will happen in 5 YEARS

i wish i didn't have to think so far ahead

but things aren't so great in the current either
my pet fish died
I'm just sorta sad and tired

[Shiny Sylveon]

My parents have covid. My step-dad in particular acts like a mean girl, and he. is. INSUFFERABLE! Complains when I take anything from the kitchen, complains when I don't eat his groceries the way he wants, gets mad when I forget where things are (I'm a college student and this family moves things around a lot). He picks on the way I eat things, the way I color my hair, the way I hate driving, my weight and height, the fact that I grow too much hair for a girl. And HEAVEN FORBID YOU INTERRUPT HIS PRECIOUS VR GOLF. He is an annoying old fart and he needs to quit looking for reasons to start fights because he needs to feel like a big strong man in control of everything.

I loathe this guy. Oh woe is himmmm. Always gotta play the victim. He's a middle aged mean girl who doesn't know how to be happy. He's such an energy vampire and I can't stand being near this guy. Just because you're a miserable person doesn't mean you can treat other people the way you do. I almost hope his illness takes his voice away for a few days so the rest of us can enjoy peace and quiet without snarky insults from an overgrown toddler.