TheComfortCorner | V.9

[Kira C-137]

I feel like my ¨best friend¨ doesn't really care about me. We have three classes together (time frame 11 am until 3:30) we don't have actual classes we take its kind of just like were at school but not doing anything and it seems to me that all she does is talk about her other friends about her sister when she can go home. she tells me shes going to a dr appointment or going somewhere or whatever and she ends up just leaving campus and not coming back when she tells me to and it really hurts me like today, for instance, she had an appointment and she tells me she's going to be back by 2 and I gave her money and asked her if she could get me food and she was like yeah I´ll be back and we can eat and she never showed back up and there's literally twenty minutes until school gets out for today and she has lacrosse practice which I'm sure since shes already out shes not even going to come back for that and it just makes me upset that she tells me she can do something or she can come back at a specific time and she never does I mean I feel kind of lied to. Am I being a bad friend for not giving her space or just letting her do whatever when she knows I´ve been going through a lot right now and I don't have many people to talk to?

[♥ mizu]

i hate the people here. i hate feeling alone. i hate feeling like nobody cares about anything i say or do. being ignored hurts so bad. anything i say they just ignore. even when i present something in class and get excited, they barely look at me. they barely applaud. what have i done? what did i do to become an outcast? what did i not do? i am so lonely and i've become such a loser but i need somebody to just try to hang out with me. i do nothing because i have nobody to do anything with. i hate these people.

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[dakotapaws]

feeling super unlovable again this time of year as it passes Again and im! alone. sigh

[medikament]

so it was my birthday yesterday and my best friend i've had since i was two forgot and while thats not a big deal to me as i know we're both adults and we get busy at times and its easy to let a date slip your mind,, what did get under my skin is that he had his boyfriend apologize for him? instead of coming to me himself? i know thats a weird thing to feel a certain way over i'm just a bit confused as to why he wouldn't say it himself. i am genuinely not upset with him over it i just wish he wouldnt use his boyfriend as a messenger for something this insignificant. it literally could've just been a "hey sorry i forgot about yesterday" text

[- Alice -]

Why did today have to go the way it did. I CANNOT catch a break- I just wanted to go out with my mum and enjoy myself because my partner was busy with work and we couldn't celebrate. I have to take a call that literally ruins my day makes me feel so insecure and worsens my already bleak mood due to everything going on. When my partner finally gets back I can't help but let slip how I feel and just cry. I ruined today because I couldn't pretend to be happy for long enough.

My partner is upset and now just as miserable as I am. I ruined valentines for us and I don't think I can do anything to fix it. Oh well time to put the mask back on can't let them see how sick of everything I am.

[LennyTheSilliest]

I wish I could stop getting attached to people who are inevitably going to be taken away from me. My ex-step-brother... my friends at school... my crush... why do I bother having relationships with people if they'll be taken away by things I can't control? I was perfectly fine being isolated from people who aren't close family for the first 11 years of my life... I guess I shouldn't have changed that, huh?

[jermball]

venting a little below

man sometimes i wish i weren't trans. it just feels like i'm never gonna live up to my own expectations and feel right in my own body - i'm super short + look awful if i'm not wearing makeup and feminine clothes + just don't pass. and my family is like.. not particularly fond of trans ppl so i can't be open or present as masculine. if i ever do tell them, it'd definitely jeopardize our relationship and i really don't wanna be the outcast in my family. it's like i'm trapped and i just hate it man. ugh. the urge to shove myself back in the closet is strong. it feels like this is never gonna end. trying to stay positive and hang in there though cuz that's all ya can really do :-)

[stardustreserve]

i don’t know what’s real anymore
and i know i said i wanted to piece everything together and finally know what happened in my life
but i’d rather not acknowledge anything
i don’t want to talk about it. i want it to go away.

[Paprikat]

im really really really upset im in tears i hate this
its not fair
i put so much effort into it, i was so excited about it and now i dont even get to keep it
it was mine.