TheComfortCorner | V.9

[yharnam boy]

i'm happy for all people who can just sleep anytime and not have to follow the sleep schedule their neighbours allow them.

[Paprikat]

im really stressed right now and i dont need you adding to it
dont need you calling me dumb
surely you can tell how stressed and annoyed i am right now
you know i am
please stop
ugh i just want to sleep

[viles]

• cw death, transphobia, dysphoria
  i've been listening to this one song and i just,, this line has struck me to my core:
  
  

  just john and me forever eternally jane doe

  
  it's just,, as a trans guy i can't help but think, like, if i were to die today, i would be buried in a dress. they'd say, 'oh she was such a lovely girl' (well they might not compliment idk but you get the idea) and it's just,,, terrifying to think about. i'm worried it'll always be like this, yk? i want to be seen as who i am,, but it just feels as if no one who knows what i look like will be able to view me that way. i try to escape,, through my imaginary friend. he never thinks of me as anything but a guy. it's helped to think that there's someone in my life, even if that person is pretend, who can see me the way i do. but...it's not enough. i can't live in my head forever, as much as i may want to. idk. it's just,, people are so overwhelming and confusing,, and lots of them lie and idk how to tell when they're lying and it's just,, it's exhausting to even want to be around irl people bc,, bc i feel like i'll never be able to have the relationships that others get to. i'm just,, even friendships,, if it wasn't with another trans person i don't think i'd feel comfortable. idk,, i'm really isolated from others rn so that's part of it, but not all yk? like, i'd feel so alone, even if i was around other people,, my gender is a large part of that but,, there's more to it yk. idk that's a whole other topic. i'm just,, i. idk i dont ahve an ending for this

[Soy Sauce]

Can someone just talk to me for like thirty minutes. Just ask me about my day or something. It feels like i have no one.

[emiistar]

i can't stand myself lately :< and everything's just been getting worse, my friends are starting to resent me for how spaced out/unavailable i've been but i don't know how to explain to them it's not my fault and i'm not choosing to treat them that way, i'm just sick. it's an awful feeling, i'm hoping things get better soon :-(

[Soy Sauce]

I shouldnt get excited i shouldnt have emotions. I dont feel good. But I deserve it

Am i easy to replace?

I want one day. One whole day. Just us. But that will never happen


No one cares. No one asks if im okay. No one asks whats wrong

I want to be someone's best friend

[LittleMaple]

Love that feeling when I feel like I'll never be good enough or the right person or show up at the right time for anyone ever and I'll just die depressed and romantically alone. "You've got loads of friends you don't need a romantic relationship!" "You're too young to know what you want yet" "just be patient itll happen one day!" Newsflash 1: what if I want a relationship? What if I crave that deeper connection when you look into someone's eyes and know that they care for you above all else? What then, huh? Newsflash 2: I get that. But the funny thing is I dont care. I just want love. To be loved. Newsflash 3: I'm tired of waiting. Everytime someone xomes around and treats me like I'm all they've ever wanted, they leave me. Or something happens and I scree it all up. Have you considered that I've been waiting? That maybe, just maybe, I'm getting tired of seeing all the happy couples around me? That I'm fed up with everyone saying "omg [name] look at my partner arent they amazing!? Bet you wish you had something like this!!" I do. I really do wish.

Maybe it would just be easier to accept that no one can actually love me as much as I love them. Because I love with every ounce of my being. I devote all my time to them. I try to always be at their side when they need me, and give them distance when they dont. I'm trying, so why am I still failing after all these years?

I was right. I should give up on love. I dont want to hear her say it. Please. Dont make it real.

[dakotapaws]

im so scared about going alone. i cried so much last time and i had someone with me then. they keep telling me itll be okay but then also go and tell me again and again how i could die. whats the good in freaking me out more!!

[Drive Like Jehu]

can't WAIT for when i get to be happy again, whenever that day is
crazy how my mental health gets absolutely destroyed by something so little. how am i supposed to explain this to my therapist without making a fool of myself

[marciplier]

im feeling much better. sorry for the long post