TheComfortCorner | V.9

[viles]

• therapy messed me up more than it helped me except it didnt even mess me up properly. i just,, idk. ig i realized that therapists are people too and i cant put my trust in them just because its their job to help me,, like they should earn my trust like anyone else??? or at least,, i think that's the mindset i'm supposed to have,, idk. figuring out who is good and who is not, with therapists in particular but also with regular people is confusing for me. it's not objective and i just idk sdfkjshf,, idk if im stupid or what but i cant tell who in my life are people i want to have in my life and that applies to everyone i meet. then, yk, i start feeling Bad and so for no reason id ecide that it's A Person's fault and then i just,, leave whatever relationship it is. someone who has long since been left called me extremely fickle and that sticks with me. idk. ive gotten better about it i think? but it's hard to tell bc that isnt objective either. i just,,, aa i hate being a person

[Tomura]

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[scottermite]

im so sick of everything being so much and so difficult all the time, can i catch a break?? like ?? i would like to have a nice and/or fun time for a bit, please. i have nothing to do tomorrow of the day after that or the day after that and it's really messing with me. (and then all my friends will go back to school and i wont and i will be left all alone to drown in the grave i dug for myself. ugh.)
i want to see the tears in my father's eyes

[Soy Sauce]

Im really trying to work up the balls to ask my gf if we could hang out as a friend group again. Before I started dating her we used to hang out with her best friend. And idk i kinda wanna do that again. I dont wanna totally replace how we hang out now. But idk it seems fun and i kinda miss it. Ik she probably doesn’t care, she gets to hang out with both people. But im kinda nervous for what shes gonna say. I really wanna ask her but idk.


I talk to much

[Asinine]

Messaging someone back is such a simple thing but why is it so ridiculously difficult?

I genuinely don’t understand.

[rover]

🫡 night after night, nightmares frequent me
where are the good dreams, yo? nowhere in sight????

i want my funky fun dreams back 😭😭😭 (not one where my family is persecuting me for being queer and cussing HANSNAKS)
it's most likely the meds 🤨 which idk if they r even working? feels more like placebo KDJSJAMA
my psychiatrist said "let's meet in january like early december or late november and he never scheduled an appointment and then goT REPLACED??? 😭😭😭 WITH NO NOTICE??? idk who this new psychiatrist is or what he looks like n stuff but when i asked for a refill cuz i was out of town and running out he was like "ok" and just did it LOL OK???
:person_standing: anyway like.... what is happening over there and in my head i wanna get off of this but i'm scared to cuz what if i just TANK HARD.... 💀💀💀

[sodatab]

everythings going wrong

[Soy Sauce]

Its been so hard
I dont know why, this whole year so far. Its been terrible. I feel like im a horrible daughter and a horrible niece and a horrible friend and a horrible girlfriend. I dont know why I feel like this. i dont know why these last four - five weeks have been the hardest weeks of my life. All I want to do is scream all I want to do is give up. Im so exhausted, all I do is clean and care for kids that arent mine. I get everyone up and ready for school, i feed them, i clean up after them. I clean and i clean every time im asked. And it’s never enough im never enough. And no matter how far away from my mom I get she’s always there, in the back of my mind. I can never stop crying and hurting. Im always hurting. I hurt others. My body hurts. Everything hurts. Ik im not going through anything near what others deal with. But im so exhausted . Everything hurts so bad. It hurts so bad. I just want to stop hurting. No matter what I tell people no one will help me. No one believes me. So i just sit here, hurting. I just want it to stop. I just want to sleep through the night. I just want someone to help me. I want to stop hurting. Please.


I shouldnt miss her. She hates me, and i hate her. Shes a horrible person. She never loved me. Why do i miss her so much? I shouldmt miss her. She doesn’t miss me. Why doesn’t she miss me? Why didnt she love me? I did it all right. I was the perfect daughter. I did everything right. Why doesnt she miss me? I was perfect. Why does she hate me? I DID IT ALL RIGHT. I WAS PERFECT. I GOT GOOD GRADES I DID EVERYTHING FOR HER I KEPT QUITE FOR YEARS I DID IT ALL. So why. Why does she hate me. I just want her to love me like she does him. I hate her and i hate that i miss her

I just want someone to talk to. No one ever believes how much i hurt.

[.destiny]

i keep thinking about how insignificant i am. i could be gone for a few weeks, months, or even forever and nothing would even change. i keep growing distant to close friends but it's not their fault. they're just busy with life while i'm just. not living a life at all. nothing really matters anymore

[rover]

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