by Espresso. ༺ » Thu Jan 12, 2023 3:28 am
Jotaro Kujo. I got into JJBA when I was a young teen and at a very, very hard time in my life. I hadn't come out yet, the thing holding me back was that I felt like I couldn't be "trans enough". I was in denial still, in part to some uh, less than savory exes who didn't want me to be. I still feel that I'm not "trans enough" sometimes. I was in denial of a lot of who I am and disconnected from who I was and who I wanted to be. My sister made me make a Jotaro Kujo ask blog, and i never got a lot of attention, and I liked reading their posts, so I turned it into a search history blog instead. Basically, they're like roleplay blogs, but like, their search histories. Jotaro was my favorite character at first because of how cool and tough he was, but overtime, he grew to be more than that. I came to terms with being neurodivergent, and roleplaying him and being seen *as* him made me realize that I had a choice to make. I could be in denial of who I was, never fight for anything, and be meek my entire life, or I could embrace the truth, believe in myself and grow stronger. I chose to embrace who I was.
Jotaro is a cold and aloof kinda guy, but it's implied that he is the way that he is because he's lead a very tragic life, and that he does care about the ones he loves very fiercely. He has a strong sense of justice and thinks that people who prey on the vulnerable are the worst kind of people, and he has a passion for marine biology and dolphins so strong he wears giant stupid pins to show it off. As dumb as it sounds, roleplaying JOTARO KUJO ON TUMBLR was the biggest thing that helped me become a better person and take control of my life for the better. When I feel insecure, weak, in doubt, or just need a reminder of who I am- I always turn to him. He's the first character that comes to mind when someone asks me about characters I like or comfort characters.
He's got a real special place in my heart, and I feel like I just love him so strongly that it's a love I'll never really grow out of. There's a lot more I could say about why I love him so much, but I think I've bared my soul more than enough for now. Thank you for asking, even though I know this question could've been answered by anyone!
ETA: My specific Jotaro, in case you were wondering, was like, a memeposting, minecraft playing, annoying seapunk dad. You might be able to find a few of my old posts even though I sadly deleted that blog! 4taro-kujo-search-history, not to be confused with 4tarosearchhistory. there were... a lot of Jotaros.
^ doesn't have much to say. thats okay friend, relax for a bit! I like seeing you around by the way, you just give me such a calming yet energetic energy. I appreciate that.
> I'm procrastinating on doing something i actually really want to do because i stayed up all night drawing (it was worth it! it's a very pretty piece!!) however i am unsure of the background because i almost never draw them and it doesn't look entirely like i envisioned.
v hey, man. meditate here for a bit. take some deep breathes, unclench your jaw, relax your shoulders. remember to take care of yourself today. now, what's a video that you always like to watch when you're feeling down or overwhelmed?