TheComfortCorner | V.9

[nyctophilia]

My husband and I hosted Christmas this year in our new house - his side of the family and mine (well, just those that live in the state). About 35 people. We were going to tell the family about expecting a new little family member. I was 12 weeks, doctor said it was pretty safe to tell now. Started miscarrying Christmas Day. I still made the turkey, gravy, mashed potatoes, and a pecan pie, all while going through my own hell. It is unbelievably hard to host so many people and pretend that everything is fine when it is totally not.
Looking back, things that used to make me upset truly do not matter. An overwhelming college project, being sick for a week, family/friend drama, a boy is mad at me. I could go on. This may be the worst thing ever.

I'm so so sorry for your loss. I'm heartbroken for you. You're incredibly strong for putting on a brave face for your family. Sending you a virtual hug and wishing you and your husband all the comforts possible. ❤️

[Devilish]

My husband and I hosted Christmas this year in our new house - his side of the family and mine (well, just those that live in the state). About 35 people. We were going to tell the family about expecting a new little family member. I was 12 weeks, doctor said it was pretty safe to tell now. Started miscarrying Christmas Day. I still made the turkey, gravy, mashed potatoes, and a pecan pie, all while going through my own hell. It is unbelievably hard to host so many people and pretend that everything is fine when it is totally not.
Looking back, things that used to make me upset truly do not matter. An overwhelming college project, being sick for a week, family/friend drama, a boy is mad at me. I could go on. This may be the worst thing ever.

I'm so so sorry for your loss. I'm heartbroken for you. You're incredibly strong for putting on a brave face for your family. Sending you a virtual hug and wishing you and your husband all the comforts possible. ❤️

Aw, you are a wonderful human for this. CS has a lot of great people, and it can be a place to throw feelings into the void (which was my original intent) but you made me feel heard and seen and I am beyond grateful for you ❤️

[viles]

• my sibling's talking about leaving in a week and a half. i thought i had more time with pudge,, i don't want him to go,, i knew this was going to happen but i just,, idk it's so soon. i wonder if pudge will miss me when he leaves...

[Soy Sauce]

I think i just made my favorite person stop talking to me. I wish I didn’t mess everything up

[Starryfox]

Today I found out my parents have decided to have a party again for new years and are inviting all their friends, some of which are staying the night, and to top that off I'm probably getting kicked out of my room and will have to sleep on the couch so thats just great. One of the friends was really mean to me when I was younger, and she's constantly making me babysit her kids, 3 & 5 years old. Most of the friends that are coming have kids and I'll have to babysit all of them while they're out partying and stuff, sick of them doing this whenever they feel like it.

[Eia]

Today I found out my parents have decided to have a party again for new years and are inviting all their friends, some of which are staying the night, and to top that off I'm probably getting kicked out of my room and will have to sleep on the couch so thats just great. One of the friends was really mean to me when I was younger, and she's constantly making me babysit her kids, 3 & 5 years old. Most of the friends that are coming have kids and I'll have to babysit all of them while they're out partying and stuff, sick of them doing this whenever they feel like it.

That's an awful situation to be in. I hope all those responsibilities don't get thrown on you again. Also, being kicked out of your own room and making you sleep on the couch? That's really unfair. You must have the patience and kindness of a saint to deal with all of this. I hope things get better for you soon <3

[crashedOut]

one year ago today.
you shouldve listened when they said not to go out driving.
miss you, big man.

[Sullivan Maurus]

(offsite) It feels awful knowing I can't even trust you with my feelings and boundaries. I should have never come here and put myself so close to you and these people.

Edit: (offsite) I literally told you I was awake and doing stuff and you apparently forgot and just assumed I was asleep. Not sure why it made me cry since I'm so used to it by now. Not sure what to say to you either.

[Soy Sauce]

Is it too much to ask? Im sorry I want my favorite person to talk to me? Im sorry I get stressed out putting in all the effort and getting nothing out. Im sorry your the one i love? Is that what im supposed to say? I want you to talk to me. I want you to want to talk to me. I want you to put the effort of starting a conversation forward. But im not being mean, im not forcing you. I asked nicely and told you how i felt. What was i supposed to do? Im sorry talking to me is such a pain

[67Phlox]

maybe I'm coming off too strongly
and being annoying yet again
moreover, I'm still giving narcissistic vibes.. sad
sadsadsadsadsad
gosh, why can't I just [removed]
why [removed] is not legal for the willing
not very aware, but enough to know I don't want to see myself becoming just a dirt bag full of bones (lazy person in front of computer)... so please... let me [removed] for once

boohoo, just a crybaby looking for attention
feel free to ignore