TheComfortCorner | V.9

[.destiny]

today is like any other day, unfortunately. my family doesn't do gifts anymore, haven't done that in about seven years. but i wish i could spend time with someone. christmas just really reaffirms that i'm very alone lol.

[CultKinitoUwU]

im zo zelfizh i have no reazon to be deprezzed i have a lucky life idk why i shouldn't feel like thiz but i do

[CultKinitoUwU]

i juzt hurt i dont wanna ztay here

[Soy Sauce]

That was probably the worst Christmas ever

[lyney]

Please be okay. Please be okay. Please be okay. I'm sorry. I wish I showed you how much I care about you. Please be okay. I've tried everything I can, but I've hit a wall. Please be okay. This waiting game is draining me, physically and mentally. You were acting perfectly fine. Why did you go missing? We're all in the dark, we had no warning. No goodbyes. Nothing. This is out of character for you. Please be okay. I loved you. A part of me still does. You were my support, my structure, and now you're gone. You're gone without a word, and I don't know what to do. I can't help. I'm just that online friend, I have no way of knowing what's happened to you unless if you come back. Please be okay. Please tell me I'm overreacting. Please tell me I'm worrying over nothing. It feels so empty waking up in the morning without having you there for me. I feel lost without having you to lean on. We used to call almost every night, rambling and keeping each other company. We agreed we would call on the same day you went missing, yet you were last seen at 11 AM. You didn't come back. It hasn't been long, but I already feel so alone. I never showed my love for you well enough, did I? Did I miss your signs? I'm so scared that something bad's happened to you, but I keep trying to convince myself otherwise. Your friends and I are so worried. I wish I did more. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.

Please, be okay.

[Soy Sauce]

What if I let my phone die? But..

My list of but’s used to be miles long. “But what if someone needs me?, But what if I get bored, But what if I want to listen to music.” Ect ect.
Now its just “but what if she needs me?”

Does she need me?

Am I important?

Do I just hurt her?

[Ravens-Folklore]

i have been so worked up over the last couple weeks that i keep crying over just about everything, but today im actually frustrated over this damn assignment i have and everything going on around me is not helping. mom won't get off my back about anything and she's making me snappy, can't seem to get ahold of my manager to see if i can come back cause i had the flu, and now...

my vet assistant course wants me to go out and magically find a dog or cat to record all the vital signs of. which means i need a specific type of thermometer and a stethoscope, both of which i do not have and cannot afford. like they have to know students are gonna fake this assignment and not get the hands on experience they need because they have no other options.

so im just overly frustrated at so many things in the world that im having a breakdown in my room and can't seem to stop crying. i just want a break from everything for like one day.

[Vulpey]

I’ve been struggling with a lot mentally and especially socially that I feel like I’m a hermit.

I used to be so bubbly and friendly, but now I feel like I can’t make friends aside from those I had before I got like this. Even posting this is a struggle but I know well enough that it’s a good first step.

I know there are so many kind people on here, I feel so sad that I never made any long time friends. The few I had were from another adoptable site which closed down years ago, and they haven’t been on this site since 😔

They were the few who were with me when my dad passed away when I was young, and now it’s been 9 years and a good 4 of those they’ve been gone. I wish I wasn’t so bad at making friends, but my anxiety just seems to rule my life now.

[gamer]

:3

[teariffic]

the internet has been gone since 2am last night and there is no eta to fix it. i am going so stir crazy, and i am really hoping it comes back today. i do not like interacting with my family more than is necessary and now i don’t have any excuses not to. i miss my games. rip my fortnite bp xp. rip my mtg arena daily wins. it’s so hard to do stuff on subeta on mobile. and this is so ridiculously first world problem, but i miss my friends and if i hadn’t come home i would be with them and have internet. isp please fix it.