TheComfortCorner | V.9

[Soy Sauce]

I dont feel good. I shouldnt be crying over something like this. I was just really proud of it. Really proud.

[nasa]

constantly comparing myself to others and wishing i was
pretty is so exhausting 🫠 i hope one day i can accept myself

[viles]

• hmmmmmmm i could do without these emotions,, having difficulty doing anything right now bc Upset Times are upon me.
  idek why it's kile rgis rn,, wwont even cry cb jm not That kind of upset,, just the sort of upset where i feel unable to Funciton Normally. idk i knew i was sort of lonely byt dhjkhg idk i am too stupid for words at this moment

[Soy Sauce]

Goodnight.

[❦Acidic-Tea❦]

Why can't I ever just tell people how I'm feeling? Why did my parents always have to shun me whenever I showed emotions when I was little? Why did I grow up getting screamed at for crying instead of comfort? Why would they treat me like that? Would they change it if they knew how much it affects me now? I can't say the things I'm thinking because just straight out saying them feels so wrong to me. It feels like being locked in my room and being screamed at and it feels like complaining. My reasons are so stupid and no matter how much I want to say something it never comes out as what I want. In my mind, I say "That hurt my feelings and I don't want you to do that" but I say "I don't even care why does it matter to you." I hate you, mum and dad. Why did you treat me like that? Maybe if you didn't I wouldn't be here right now.
I don't deserve to be loved.
why do my tears hurt so much? They feel like lava
I threw my phone across the room but I can't seem to shut this screen. Constantly refreshing hoping they accept the trade. I overpaid a lot but Omni is worth it. I'm sorry I made you do that.

[rover]

to cease walking this earth
to never smell flowers or hear the sea
to lose everything "important" to me

"you reap what you sow"
and darling i never dropped a seed;
i ate them all, dreaming to be something.

[Starryfox]

Today was almost a good day but then my mum just has to start being horrible for no reason whatsoever, I feel so completely sad and alone. Nothing ever gets better and I'm sick of tricking myself into thinking everything is fine, because nothing is.

[viles]

• been thinkin some Thoughts,, i cleaned a bit of my room today which is good i guess,, idk it feels pointless but i guess i should celebrate the small victories over my brain skfjhk idk. i just,, i don't want to live in this house forever but even little things feel difficult...or maybe i just dont want to do them idk sfkjshk im so far behind where i need to be. every passing day just makes me feel worse and worse about my situation...i don't deserve to feel upset about this,, im going to stop writing now sorry
  
  edit: this is unrelated bUT I JUST FOUDN OUT THAT EACH FOLDER IN YOUR MESSAGES HAS ITS OWN STORAGE,, SO LIKE EACH ONE CAN HOLD TWO HUNDRED MESSAGES,, BUT SKDJFHKJHFSHF BRO :SOB: I'VE BEEN DELETING SO MANY MESSAGES BC I THOUGHT THE WHOLE THING COULD ONLY HOLD TWO HUNDRED,, SO MANY CONVERSATIONS HAVE BEEN LOST TO THE TEST OF TIME IM SO MAD I DIDNT KNOW ABOUT THIS BEFORE NOW

[Guest]

I'm frustrated. Me and my bf decided to not give eachother christmas gifts, but I had a weird feeling today and decided to ask again if we would give eachother gifts. He said he would just give me a little something, not a gift. I asked him what he considered a little something, he asked me what I consider a little something. I said a cute pen or pencil. He said oops it's worth like 100 of those
Cool
Now I have to get him a stupid gift. The malls are completely full and I need to go there to get him something just because he is as dense as a rock and can't stick to plans. Gosh I hate people. Maybe it's time to stop dating.

[halo]

if you’re going to talk trash about me on tumblr and bring up things i was never even aware were issues , you could AT LEAST use the right pronouns .