TheComfortCorner | V.9

[Soy Sauce]

Now im scared.
Terrified.
For you.
Not me.
Your right it is better to do it alone.
But I don’t want you to leave.
Not yet.
I’m not ready.
I feel the tears starting as I read your words.
Im scared.
Please don’t go.
Please don’t leave me.
You act like i’m overreacting.
Like what you just said shouldn’t lead me to believe anything.
You act like its nothing.
Not to me.
It’s something.
Im scared.
Please
Please
Don’t leave me.
I saw the scars.
I pretended like I didn’t.
Like it was nothing.
It’s not nothing.
Im scared.
Don’t go

[❦Acidic-Tea❦]

I’d rather you be pissed and throwing harsh words than sad and slinging knives, you’re beautiful my love, don’t ruin that with nasty lines. <3



I check your posts everyday checking for this forum or the others you post on. I’ve worried so much since that day. I don’t think you understand what i felt, but that’s ok. I don’t want you to. No one should have to feel like that. Get some sleep love, you’ll feel better in the morning.

[Kitkat2716]

The every day agree on top of my mental health and physical health issues are plenty to deal with. But how does one deal with the jealousy and enviousness? I’m so happy for people who have succeeded and hav things they worked hard for… but then I look at what I’ve done and get upset I worked hard and got nothing but less?

I don’t know if that makes sense but I have no one to talk to.

[bubbaberriboo]

looking through my old tumblr posts… and i am sad. i wish i could hug my younger self and tell them everything will be okay.

[tomocolle]

what the hell has andrew tate put in my older brother's head?
my brother isn't the brother i know anymore. he's not the fun, kind, humorous person who looked after me, played games with me and cared for me as his little sister. ever since he started watching all of those "self improvement" channels, all he is now is just a douchebag who constantly talks down to me and insults me, telling me i have nothing going for me, constantly yelling and shouting misogynistic things (to me, himself and our mother), yelling "women are stupid" and "women should only be housewives", calling me ableist slurs and "weeaboo" because i enjoy drawing with an anime art style, constantly trying to convert my other older brother to buy into his twisted beliefs, yelling at my mother all the time for dumb reasons, making fun of me for my interests, the list goes on..
he's not the brother i remember anymore. just hearing his voice disgusts me now. just SEEING him disgusts me now.
i miss the brother i once had. and i feel as if i'm about to lose another one, seeing as how my other brother is now watching the same people too. at this point, my parents and my dogs are literally the only family i have left.

[cainhurst]

think i might have slipped from soul-crushing depression straight into one of my rare full on hypomanic episode because like,,, a minor inconvenience happened and a week ago that would have made me want to curl up in bed and sleep, but now i'm just like,,,, lol whatever, sometime it just be like that! anyway let me clean the house's staircase right after 10 hours of commuting and working and more commuting, just because one of the people i share the house with left a note asking me to do it! i will fist fight my demons later!! won't even overthink the note i wrote in return!! it's just a nice note, if the others think it's weird that's on them!!

anyway my throat is also really sore and itchy and ik it's because i've been smoking again lately (yeah you can all point and go "ew" i'm well aware it's uncool, but sometimes you gotta fall back on crappy habits to get through life y'know) but damn i'm paranoid i'm getting sick. i can't get sick, there's so many things to do at work before the year ends hhhhh. granted i got more done today than i did in the past few weeks, but there's still,,,,, so much to do,,,,,,, + i still have 10 or 11 vacation days i SHOULD take before the year is over,,,,, which is very very soon man i don't wanna ask my boss to let me transfer them over to next year but it feels like i'll have to

[coffin]

i think ive lost. i know when its time to call it quits now. im not going to make the same mistake that he did. im going to just. gently remove myself before its too late. you'll notice. im sorry. i just cant do this again. ill still be here for you, i just need to do it like i shouldve done it this whole time. from a safe and comfortable distance.

you have a big wide world of people and all i have is you. i need to accept that i cant win against the other people. not with the way that things are. i think thats ok. itll make me happy to know that youre happy. i hope that even if i dont get to be a part of your life like i want to be youll let me see you be happy like that. i love you. thank you for the most wonderful year of my life i couldve asked for. ill be around to take care of you.

[- Alice -]

I genuinely have no one anymore. I'm so desperately alone struggling to keep the freinds I have that only hurt me and dissapoint time and time again. I live like a slob and it only makes me feel worse when my partner says so... I just don't have the motivation to look after myself or my surroundings. I truly just give up. I am so tired and just want to sleep.

[rover]

all these appointments are so tiring
and the protesters are disrupting our commute
it set me off last week
and i tried to break up with my so then and again today
but i ?
idk what i want

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edit:
i just want to become a little spirit

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edit 2:
i don't lie so much as hiding
i "want" to tell them?
but my hands won't type it
if i do i immediately erase it
i don't want to burden anyone
feel indebted
i just want to give and give then disappear

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edit 3:
cold and colder
i do prefer numbness to a constant roller-coaster

[×Seven of Nine×]

I just want to be treated with the same allowances everyone else gets to have.

Why is it only bad when I do it?