TheComfortCorner | V.9

[tea rose]

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[Saiun]

I cannot wait to get out of this place. It's a bad situation.

[Grayson.]

im just stuck in a loop. Every single conversation is the same. Im tired of it and im so angry all the time. Im apparently selfish when im literally just trying to get alone time for my mental health. Im tired of being talked down to like im a jerk just for it. Even when explaining, its just, "no youre still selfish." For wanting alone time because im uncomfortable or upset? And so what if i am anyway. I can care about myself every once in awhile. You ask me to explain because you "want to understand" but its like im being harrassed as soon as i say one word.

[huskyhiccups]

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[.destiny]

i've been thinking about the past a lot again. it feels like my trauma is all i'll ever amount to. there are no solutions to be offered by those who have harmed me. i just have to try and get better via therapy. but most days it's difficult. just wish i had satisfying answers for anything but i won't get any.

[shinx.]

today was my birthday and i really really hoped and sort of believed you’d come back but you didn’t.
i had a good time with my other friends, and i got some nice messages and really nice presents but it’s just overshadowed because you’re not here and at this point you’re probably not going to be coming back. i don’t know what happened, i miss you so much and i literally hope every day that you’re okay and you’re just disconnecting but i can’t tell if you are just disconnecting or if something bad has happened to you): i miss talking to you, telling you about the dumb petty school drama going in my life, updating you on the good (and bad) things going on, talking to you about everything and nothing, having someone i felt like genuinely cared about me and liked me for me. you were literally like my platonic soulmate but now you’ve just vanished and you’ve been gone for more than 3 months with no word and i don’t know if you’re coming back and every day i miss you so much. this is the dumb thing about online friendships :’).

i love you so so much and i truly hope more than anything that you’re just okay): i was looking forward to spending my birthday talking to you but alas. i’ll be here waiting for you if you come back. please come back, you promised we’d do so much together and that you wouldn’t leave me alone to suffer in this stupid world):

[updog]

wow! crying my eyes out rn at least i got closer!

[PoofyBoy]

I'm not leaving you because I don't want a relationship..
I'm leaving you because I'm your rebound. Your second option.

[rover]

i need to go

[licoricesoda]

what is wrong with me.
why i can't i just focus.
no wonder i can't hold a conversation, who would want to talk to someone who jumps between topics every 5 minutes.

//nm