TheComfortCorner | V.9

[meowchirp]

i'm trying really hard, and i'm doing so much, more than i've ever done in my life. i have so many projects and i've done such good work on all of them. but it's never enough for my inner critic. it's just never enough. no matter what, my brain finds some way to pick at my flaws

all i can do is hope that things just keep improving; they have been, steadily. i've just got to be patient... and i can be! i can be so patient... but not with myself. that's all i wish i could be better at. i just wish i could learn to love myself better. i know i deserve it, deep down. but it's hard to say it in the mirror and not feel silly.

[tricerahttps]

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[badass skeleton]

[This is pissing me off. YOU are the reason. Do NOT try to blame this on anyone else. You're so absolutely deluded that you think everyone else is the problem when you are the only one making your life harder. SO full of yourself.

(Not to anyone here obv)

[crashedOut]

why do i feel like this? i genuinely dont understand. i dont even know how id describe what im feeling. but i dont like it. i think its because im worrying about someone on top of other things but i honestly dont know anymore

[Kayara]

ranting for a sec

I draw right? right so
I'm drawing yet another dnd character for someone but the process has been rough, just like the other three times I've drawn a dnd character.
Every character I'm asked to draw is special and of course, special to the person who ordered the art but there's just a specific level of detail in a dnd character that I find difficult to create. Besides the clothes which is oftentimes about as intricate as the etchings of a quartz crystal- if it's not a human, the skin texture, colors..,, nothing is merely a pattern, it's all planned. The design isn't just how the character looks (though that is important and takes time uvu) it's the essence of the character itself. Who they are and what they represent is so important to how I want to pose them but more importantly how I want to translate a pose to that body. The thing about my art style and character design in general is that in the same way that the shapes used in a characters silhouette are important to convey the type of personality they have, THE INTRICACY OF HOW YOUR CHARACTER WOULD STAND IN THAT POSE,, THE EYES, CHIN, FINGERS,, eARs, if applicable IS WAY TOO IMPORTANT TO MEeeEEeeeeE 😣 🤡 I love this character so much but he's really trying my patience with myself

[shinx.]

this isn’t as bad as my usual posts on here bur i have just finished crying because i have two tests next week and i’m so insanely stressed 😭 i cannot write a history essay for the life of me, i do ‘t understand how to do evaluation/analysis properly or write the conclusion for higher history and i feel like i’m going to fail.

this year is so stressful because last year i mentally broke down and had to be held back a year, if i want to get to university by next year i have to do all my highers this year but it’s so much):

[PUPPYBIUS]

wowza

[viles]

• i'm so dumb. not a thought rolling around in my head and i hate it (i mean that's slightly exaggerating because clearly i am thinking SOMETHING, otherwise i wouldn't be typing this right now...but anyway) i just feel so incredibly stupid all the time. and like, yes if i truly cared, i could read a book or like,, learn a language to try to actually do something about it, but i'm also very lazy. and self-pitying. basically, i'm an awful human being who needs to change but because i'm awful i won't try to change and that's causing me a lot of issues in my life right now.
  ...and that is why you should feel bad for me, person reading this right now!!! /j (everything besides that last sentence was /srs,, i just felt the need to add a joke bc i'm not having not a full breakdown so that means i have energy left to worry about how random people will perceive me because of what i'm typing right now. i suppose i could just not post in here but where's the fun in that)

[67Phlox]

Well, uhh, hello again
How do I put this with my limited vocabulary?
I strongly feel I have "cheated" everyone. No, no. That's not a perfect description.
The thing is, I am capable of doing good, accomplishing amazing feats. And yet, I never strive to do beyond the bare minimum.
Maybe this feeling is deeply rooted in my impatience, or maybe even laziness.

Anyway, I am glad people have been putting up with my "personality". And I am glad you're putting up with me, too.
I have so many things I could be grateful for... That gives me anxiety, because it feels undeserved.. and also..
How could I ever repay such generosity? Would I even be able to? This debt.. that's been building up..
I am weak, feeble, barely.. yet still here, at the moment at least.

Maybe I will be able to? Maybe not?
...
I hope the rest of your day (or night) is pleasant.

[rover]

I CAN DO IT AAAAAAA
I CAN DO IT
I CAN
I



edit:
I'? SO ANXIOUSSSS I HOPE I DKNT MISS THE FLIGHTTTTTTTT AAAAA I HOPE I WAKE UP AAAAAA I HOPE I MAKE IT AND LYDR DRIVWES R ARIUND AT 2AM,,....,, IM SO NERVOUS ANXOOUS AAAA