TheComfortCorner | V.9

[screamingrainfrog]

Full of anxiety

[Soy Sauce]

I dont want to change your name in my phone.
I dont want to change my background.
I dont want to remove your face from my face id.
I dont want change.
I dont want to stop calling you all night.
I dont want to be that person.
I dont want to hurt.
I dont want to stop calling you mine.
I dont want to stop telling you all my stupid thoughts.
I dont want to stop cuddling and watching movies.
I dont want you to stop loving me.
I dont want to think about how you dont seem to be hurting.
Will you miss me as much as i miss you?

[paevent]

Life's been kicking me repeatedly and I'm fatigued all the time. Anybody relate?

Oh for sure. I don’t really know how to explain it either than it just being life. But I’m finding little ways to be happy, trying to xd I hate how long some people have to wait in order to get their dreams. That’s what I’m having a hard time with right now. And change too, this is my first Halloween, thanksgiving, and Christmas without my family nearby.

I don’t know your troubles but I hope everything turns out ok for you (: and everyone else here

[nana]

i saw a post i made in 2015 in the comfort corner talking ab how sad and depressed i was. i look back now knowing that is just the start of this so far 7 year battle and i dont know how to make it end

[Soy Sauce]

Im falling
Im falling and i want it to stop
I want the tears to stop
I want the feelings to stop
I want a hug

[Soy Sauce]

I tried to stand up
Take a shower
Clean myself up
But i couldn’t stop crying
I feel horrible for how im reacting
Your doing whats best for you and im crying about it

[Soy Sauce]

I think it just hit me.
All the stuff i cant do.
I cant text you kisses anymore.
I cant randomly tell you how much i love you.
I cant tell you how amazing you are every 5 seconds.
I cant plan out our future.
This doesn’t feel real.
I just want this whole week to have been a nightmare.
I just want to wake up.

[Soy Sauce]

Why can’t I stop crying?

[Soy Sauce]

How badly I wanted to dance in the falling snow with you
I wanted to kiss you on new years
I wanted to steal your clothes
I wanted to make you happy
Someone brought up winter and all i could think about was being so excited for the first snowfall only last week. I wanted to hold you while watching the snow fall down around us, i wanted to spin around with you.
I still want to do all this but ive got to admit that maybe its not in the cards for me?
Maybe im not meant to keep a relationship.
Before I had gotten into this relationship i was certain that i was done with love.
I was so hesitant and scared of heartbreak.

[chromatica]

my anxiety is my own worst enemy. why do i always self sabotage