TheComfortCorner | V.9

[♥ mizu]

hiya, just need some advice. a pm from anyone (but preferably somebody older) would be very, very appreciated!

so, i'm considering sending a "thank you" message to somebody who definitely impacted my childhood for the better on instagram. the thing is, we haven't spoken in... 5 years? i was really young and she was a few years older than me, but she was super cool and i don't know if i ever actually expressed how much i appreciated her. i don't know if this is weird or not, should i do it? or would that be creepy? somebody please tell me, and please please please be honest. thank you :) i don't want to come across as some weirdo lol

edit: did it and everything worked out :) thank you for the pms!!

[lovebyte]

why can you just say i’m pretty when i’m feeling insecure why do you have to
always do this
always

i’ve given you the benefit of the doubt for almost two years and
you can’t even call me pretty

[Trexxa]

I'm so done with everything around here. the weather is horrible, it's apparently going to be below freezing and windy for all eternity, since may's in two weeks and there's still not an end in sight. management is also completely absent at my job, I'm apparently not getting any sort of answer about a promotion soon, and instead me and two other coworkers are stuck acting like management but being paid like team members forever. I feel trapped, like I have no life, other than sleep, and games, and work, since the poor weather doesn't allow me freedom to do much else.

the plan was to sit out another year, and look at moving next year, but... ugh. I'm not sure I can stand yet another winter and another year dealing with the disaster that is this workplace.

[teaparty]

pregnancy has been rough on my self esteem,, it took forever for me to finally be comfortable with how i looked and then it took a mega hit in october of last year and as much as i wanted to be pregnant, i didnt ever think it would effect how i viewed myself.. i wish it was easier and i wish i wasn't so hard on myself and my body for doing what it biologically does during pregnancy.

[pictochat]

i am so anxious

[derpy!]

why did i do even do this? im not getting better,
i wont get better if i continue. why do i always
have to make everything worse?

[saintpluvium]

god i wish you were here
why cant you be here?

[REPCONN]

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[kaia.kiten]

just letting you all know my pm box is open if anyone needs

[bubbaberriboo]

i think i am reaching my limit. there is just so many awful things happening at once. i’ve become numb but at the same time i still feel the exhaustion of being overrun with bad news after bad news. i have genuinely been thinking about limiting or even just completely deleting most of my social media or internet presence. it’s so exhausting having all this information thrown at me and not being able to do anything. i’m going through my own struggles and problems and every time i go online i get reminded that so many others have it worse than me. i start to feel selfish for having my own little problems. my problems start to feel meaningless and i start trying to force myself to move on or get over it. but there are things i just cannot get over. whether they’re things i’ve endured or things going on in the world, i can’t just ignored them. i can’t ignore the aching feeling of still being hurt by things that happened to me years ago. i can’t just forget there is a pandemic going on knowing very well it could still kill one or both of my parents. i physically cannot work because of how crippling my anxiety has become. it’s just too much. and here i am thinking i should just ignore it all and isolate myself. i know that won’t help. i don’t know what i need or what to do. i don’t know who to talk to or what to say to my therapist. i don’t know. i feel like i always run away and then come crawling back because i’m too weak to actually try and get my life together. i try and i try but i fail over and over again. it doesn’t seem worth it to keep trying. i know i can’t be like this forever. i can’t keep waiting for something to change. ugh
nothing even feels real anymore