What Magic was your parents/caretaker/family born with? Did they teach you anything about their magic?
Tangerine's mother, despite her own magical abilities, had hated magic for almost as long as her daughter could remember. Like herself, her mother had been faunal, though she'd been much more experienced with it. The rare times she did use her magic, though... Tangerine remembered it being
amazing.But still, it was rare. She only used it when she absolutely had to - when predators found their nest, when they were starving on cold winter nights, and the like.
Her parents had separated when she was only a kitten, but she could still remember her father vaguely, and through snippets she'd dragged out of her mother the image was almost clear. He'd been a big, grey cat, with deep blue eyes - his water magic. And if there was one thing she could remember on her own, it was his water magic.
She and her sister had used to play and swim together, and of course with their father. He'd been very skilled with his magic, and he'd splash them around, or help them swim to the deepest depths of the lake. It had been great fun, for two little kittens to splash around rivers and creeks on hot summer days. Especially when one of them had water magic herself.
But ultimately, it was what had torn her family apart.
Tangerine's sister hadn't made it out of the lake alive that day. She could still remember that clearly, if nothing else. They'd gone down together; she'd gone back up to get help. It was the last time she'd ever seen her alive.
Her mother blamed her father. How could he let such young kits go down so deep? Why hadn't he been supervising close enough?
At the time, their fighting had been scary. Now, it was still upsetting to think about - but she understood where her mother was coming from a bit more. If she could remember more clearly herself… maybe she wouldn't be so easy on her father.
But she missed him. Or, at least, the image she'd crafted of him in her mind. Surely he would've helped her learn her magic, even though hers was faunal like her mother? And if not, maybe her mother would have been more willing to let her try
any sort of magic, if her sister hadn't been lost that day?
Tangerine wasn't sure why her mother wouldn't use her magic, exactly. She'd always figured it was because of the accident - some distrust in magic, the same way she distrusted her mate. But she couldn't recall her mother using it much in her kittenhood, either. Had it just been small, showing off less than her flashy mate? Was it just too long ago, and her mind was more focused on clinging to memories of her father?
She wished she knew, and she wished her mother would tell her. At the very least, she wished her mother had taught her
anything about her magic while she'd been growing up. She felt so inexperienced. Nature called to her, and she just didn't know how to answer.
She wanted that feeling back - the feeling of magic. The feeling of splashing around the lake with her family on a hot summer day. Of her mother being happy, her family being whole.
If only her family had ever been whole.