TheComfortCorner | V.9

[annaki]

hm. i miss them.
we used to have so much fun together. i didn't realize it then, but they didn't want me there. i should have stayed ignorant. it was so much fun. we called ourselves "the three musketeers", there was four of us. I see them now and I don't feel anything. we were so close. then i had to ruin it all. i wonder where'd we be if i didn't. i remember thinking of us at this age when we were little. little did i know. i'm grateful for the new ones, but it's not the same. they can't be the same. i'm not the same. i hated who i was then. i still hate me now. so how the hell can i like myself at this point? i don't know. i never knew. i never understood. it's my fault for not trying enough. for saying those things. for not understanding why they didn't want to be around me. for still not knowing what i'm doing wrong sometimes. looking at us now feels weird. that childish spark when we were doing something fun isn't there when you stare at me like that. when you tell your friends to avoid me. when i tell my friends to not ask what happened. when she smiles at me in the hall with a friendly greeting, like those things never happened. like we haven't all changed for the worst. like it wasn't my fault. how your friend always tries talking to me, but i can never seem to figure it out. how my new friends are more pressing on why i think everyone hates me. how i know nobody that ever mattered to me still like me in the slightest. how i know it's my fault anyways. how my new friends wont ever know what happened. it's embarrassing. i'm embarrassed that i can't hold a friend. that nobody has ever liked me. that i am still not over it. that i'm not okay. that it's just... too much.
Well, that sure went on for a while, it's alright.

[bubbaberriboo]

i feel dizzy. i want to talk to you. but why?
ugh
i'm sorry

you left. thank god.

[huening kai]

Just a reminder that you are valued, you are loved, you are beautiful.

Anger, stress, sadness, anxiety, they're horrible feelings, I know. But feelings are temporary, and as time passes, so will they.

You may feel lost, confused, misunderstood, afraid. And that's okay. It will be okay, you will be okay.

You may feel alone, like no one understands you or has experienced the same issue, but trust me, thousands of people have and do.

You may be experiencing a sad or difficult period in your life, a time where you feel like nothing will change or get better, but everything will work out. Even if things don't happen the way you expect them to, know that a new pathway will form and guide you to a new journey.

If you would to chat with me about your day, receive some advice or simply be listened to, message me. Any hour, any day, I am here for you. I understand it may be hard to open up, especially to a stranger online, but I consider you a friend. No problem is too small or too difficult, you are not wasting my time, you are not a burden to me.

Stay safe, try to hydrate and eat, you're doing amazing. ♥

[Solarizon]

i hate feeling awful like every single day. when will i finally JUST,, FEEL OKAY FOR ONCE. this time of year always makes everything worse for me, the holidays have been ruined ever since 2017.

[pictochat]

i am so tired all the time... i can't function anymore

[hypnowave]

actually going to fight my mom lmao she has no right to pressure my sister the way she is. your youngest daughter is trying her best, she's miserable, her school is hardly doing the bare minimum, and the expectations you're placing on her are beyond unreasonable. you act like she's incapable of paying attention to her classes when you constantly push her to lose sleep over her assignments. her teachers barely even schedule their class videoconferences and just drop the link in the group chat when they feel like it. no kid should be dealing with this.

[Sullivan Maurus]

Well, my birthday is soon. I won't be celebrating it.
Shout out to my Animal Crossing villagers planning a party for me, though.

[espekae]

Having a bit of a stressful time atm and just need to vent on here since its 3AM and I have no one to talk to.

Classes are over for the semester and I am taking a few days off of studying to relax before I need to grind for my finals. Anyways, I’ve been staying up super late binge watching AoT and loving my life. The past 2 nights I’ve had a lot of jaw pain which isn’t totally unusual for me because I have issues with my jaw popping sometimes, but I was trying to massage it a bit and found a MASSIVE lump on one side. Not sure what could cause that but it’s most likely the source of my pain. Hopefully it’s just inflammation but I can’t access a doctor for a while so I’m a bit stressed now and just in pain.

Anyways, I hope everyone else on here feels better. Life is really rough, it is, but you are all very strong and capable even if it doesn’t feel like it. Just keep pushing through <3

[Total K9]

2 months without you.

You’re alive but without me.

I love you. I’m so sorry.

[lovehunter~]

I have a job to save up for a car, made it clear to my parents that i wanted a job to save up for a car. I did just that and brought this up at least once a month that the second i get my license, i’m buying myself a car between 10-15k but they’ll pay for my insurance. We decided on this and agreed on this way before i even got a job. All of a sudden my dad was like you know what, nah i’m not paying for your insurance too while i’m paying for your older sisters insurance and paid for half her car. Like what.

That just destroyed me and when i started crying he started yelling at me telling me to stop having a pity party.

After spending my whole summer alone (i live in the middle of a field) it got really lonely spending day after day sitting at home not being able to do anything while watching my older sister and parents leave every morning. I felt like i was in prison.

My dad really told me i can’t get a car until my first year of college or uni. I can’t wait that long. I will loose my mind.

A car might not seem like much, but it will change my life. I know i’m sounding way to privileged rn. sorry.