TheComfortCorner | V.9

[Unilluminate]

dysphoric :)))))

thats it thats the post

[onion]

i feel like a stranger as usual...

[Leylard]

what the heck. i know youre sorry but what the heck. now people will think "wow such a good and original idea!" even though i came up with it first. i cant post it now because all they will see is yours. i know you didnt steal the idea but you should have know i was making one. but who the heck cares? everyone loves you and your adopts. mine will never compare so why should i try? im just a stupid little artist thats not even good at drawing. why do i try? everyother artist makes better designs then me. why do i try. i should just give up.

[scxr]

every day i look at my body in the mirror and just feel like. ugh. i’m so ugly.

[nerd]

sometimes I feel as no one will love me, and that people will think I'm weird </3 I keep doing things I know that are bad to my body and I don't know why.

[hypnowave]

the trevor project offers free counseling through chat, but it's exclusive to people in the united states. i'm tempted to boot up my vpn and set my location to los angeles or something but i feel like i would be taking resources away from people who need them. there's no resources for people like me anyway, i should be used to that. there's this masterpost from tumblr that often makes its rounds on the site and gets reposted to instagram and other social media, and it has a list of suicide hotlines and other mental health resources. indonesia isn't on that list, and i should be used to that. i'm thinking about the time i was having a breakdown in front of my host parents while i was on my exchange program. i felt like an irredeemable failure, that i squandering the opportunity i had been given to study abroad, and that i didn't deserve to show my face to anyone when i got home. they offered to take me to a therapist and i denied it. i was understandably distressed at the time, and i was terrified of the thought of being any more of a burden than i already was. now i'm just sad i lost the opportunity to get professional help in a place where i knew i could be openly queer.

[ObscuredThicket]

x

[tomocolle]

i need to cry for a second-
i was on deviantart and i was reading some fanfictions ironically, then i came across this one about my fav danganronpa game, sdr2, and the title was kind of disturbing but i read it out of curiosity thinking it wouldn’t have been that bad, but after reading it, the way it was detailed and all completely traumatised me for lack of a better word. it was absolutely messed up and disgusting and it involved my favourite character in the game to make it even worse. i dont think i can describe what it included at all but it was something that would normally make me laugh because of its stupidity, but the way it was detailed and all.. i can honestly never see that game the same way again, nor can i with danganronpa as a whole. and it was my favourite anime ever too. it was my favourite franchise ever, with littlebigplanet being the only thing i preferred over it. now it’s ruined. i don’t think it should’ve scarred me as hard as it did, considering i’ve seen too many things of its nature to count without caring that much or thinking about it later on, but this full on disturbed me. i’m sorry if i sounded completely ridiculous, i just needed to vent for a moment because it really scared the hell out of me. i really need a hug oh my god, i’m drinking chai atm while listening to a song that comforts me a lot and it’s helping a lil bit but not enough

edit: i’ve calmed down now and i feel better for the most part, it’s not gonna ruin danganronpa as a whole for me, just not sdr2 now but i can still think about nagito, hiyoko or teruteru the same just not my (former) favourite character or that other one now sadly but that’s okay

[Unilluminate]

of course gc2b does a binder giveaway when its not safe for me to enter :/

i just want my chest to be flat
i hate it here

[-icarus-]

i'm not as innocent and naive as you think i am. i know the difference between a name and a curse. i know what i heard. no matter how much he tries to cry his way out of things, he never denied it when he said it. he knows what he did.

i know who you pretend i am...