( *:・゚✦ ) xx❝xx𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐧 𝐠𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐚𝐧 !! x─────ix ♔
x──────i ii zeus iii eighteen. iiii tags: auggie auggie auggie.
ivicabin thirteen.
x──────i ii zeus iii eighteen. iiii tags: auggie auggie auggie.
ivicabin thirteen.
- "well, what's a little genetic disposition?" orin countered. "should i be banned from basketball because i've got the advantage of being disgustingly vertically blessed?" he waved at himself. "i dunno. it's a weird thing. it's gonna be weird if it gets to that point." it seemed it was going to. he wasn't sure how they were going to gloss over the revelation - though ideas were popping in his head, he didn't want to give them too much weight, didn't want to allow the ideas to run riot. they weren't exactly diplomatic.
the question made his eyes widen. he considered it for a moment. "i dunno if i'd want to talk to a mosquito. i don't think they'd be very good conversationalists. they'd have really high voices. be like trying to have a natter with tinnitus rings." he shut his eyes, a low chuckle escaping him as a thought popped to mind. "a gnat-ter." what followed was a smug, proud look. "well, there was that guy who was made immortal but not eternally young. the one who became a cicada. maybe he had something to do with it. maybe we'll have to go round stomping on all the cicadas." he wasn't going to question the biological processes behind the myth - there were stories about the gods that he wasn't so certain he believed - word of mouth through the ancient greek society was likely less than reliable. maybe they just made things up and the gods went along with it. it seemed like something they'd do.
so 'spawn of the devil' was almost definitely the wrong wording. "you know what i mean," he said, though saw the humour in it. perhaps it was just something about trying to avoid the true nature of the topic, building a little strawman to avoid the emotion behind. regardless of the minor offence he may have caused, she followed with the reflection that orin had hoped for. "then that's what matters," it was about the intention, he thought. she hadn't gone out looking to do anything more than the noble thing. "i'm sure she'll see that. maybe - i mean, there's a chance she only ever saw that." he didn't know her, didn't want to make assumptions for her, but knew what he would have done in the same situation, knew what the thoughts behind the actions would have been. as realisation struck, slowly, he came to nod. "personally, i hate it when things happen."
"listen, i can't help being stunningly accurate in all that i do," he said, tongue in cheek. "you learn a lot when you've done the amount of stupid stuff i have. i'm just telling you what's been told to me. i've never actually listened to myself." he doled out advice that he didn't take himself, built the interaction on what he had wanted to hear when things had been difficult. the rough conversations, the rougher experiences. he thought idly of minty, who he had the same reverence for (and frustration with) when it came to the level head that his friend managed to keep so consistently. he needed to talk to him. needed to run some things by him. make sure that he wasn't spiralling into an inevitable deep end. "well, no one really goes out seeking to be evil, do they?" maybe that wasn't true. maybe he had a little too much faith in people. a backtrack necessary. "i think. i hope."
he didn't want things to happen to them. orin agreed with auggie on that. but there was another side of the spectrum that didn't sound so bad. "maybe - maybe the trick is -" there was no chance that they were going to escape from it all. there would always be something or another. even if they ran off to a desert island, even if they made a brand new world underground and banned outside onlookers, it wouldn't be enough. "something's gonna happen. but -" he was particularly struggling with putting it into words. maybe it sounded a little dire. "well, i'd rather be the person causing things to happen than the person they were happening to. be nice to be in control for once in a lifetime. if things have to happen."
"tired of being on the bastard sidelines all the time," he said, half-bitterly. never been on a quest, never done anything particularly good, particularly interesting. "maybe we just -" his voice drifted off, a collection of thoughts finally making themselves known, the fog clearing.
( *:・゚✦ ) xx❝xx𝐥𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐳 !! x─────ix ♘
x──────i ii ares. iii eighteen. iiii tags: caleb. ivi dining pavilion.
x──────i ii ares. iii eighteen. iiii tags: caleb. ivi dining pavilion.
- maybe rocks could talk. maybe rocks sang. there weren't many things he could imagine rocks would talk about. "they're probably annoyed," he commented, mostly to himself. "everyone just steps on 'em." people climbed rocks and threw rocks and used rocks to create other, sharper rocks, and this was becoming a thought spiral that he didn't feel capable of pulling himself out of. he'd have to ask someone later. "i will. i'll ask." alternatively, some rocks - stones, he supposed - were likely to be quite zen. relaxed. maybe that was why -
the thought was gone before it could reach completion.
"sounds stupid," tradition had never been a concern of his. when it came to the jokes, it wasn't a surprise that things were flying directly overhead - given his challenged height, and all - everything felt like cotton wool. nothing was sticking the way it was supposed to. besides, he was focused on reaching the conclusion that was so satisfying to end on.
a number of things happened rather quickly. he was up and then he was sideways and then he was being dragged over to a seat, words not particularly computing. a sense of annoyance. that, at the very least, was familiar. he had done something or another. whatever it was, sitting down was serving to stabilise the swimming world, anchored by a nerve-ridden grip and a voice. "i slept it off," it had been worse. it wasn't particularly better, but not as bad. "it wasn't - i don't think it hit my brain, so it should be - i mean, i walked here, didn't i? i'm pretty sure i walked here. so it's all fine." he had barely even felt it when it happened, so it couldn't have been that bad. the goo had been the worst part. "and it wasn't only my head, actually."
he said that like it was his trump card. as soon as it was out, he feared it wouldn't have the impact that he was hoping for.