What's Your Current Mood V13

[yuketsu]

Tuned in to an SNH48 stage livestream for the first time in a while. Loss of interest over time is real wow, guess the initial appeal always wears off for me, or maybe the group changed to much. Also, Team N2 isn't really my style lol. Today ain't too bad though, I just came for the MVP segment

[dog motif]

a little stressed that school is starting in a few days which means i'm gonna have to deal with responsibilities. very sad. however my mum is making pancakes for breakfast so that's good!

[Parkayl]

Huhhh, I am feeling ickyy. I dislike hot weather!! And it'd very hot, meow. That and I am craving Dunkin' coffee like usual. My grandpa ordered like, 12 bottles of them. They're supposed to be here around next week I think. Can't waitttt. I could drink Dunkin' all day every day but the cost adds up. Regular coffee just won't do, it has to be Dunkin'. Dunkin' Iced Mocha, either bottled or in-store.

Also I guess you can say I'm annoyed with all the LGBT stuff going on. Pride month no longer feels safe anymore, corporations and companies have ruined it for me. It feels like an insult.

[ten]

feeling kinda hungry ngl

[yuketsu]

Gonna bake me some cookies mhm

[mars]

overjoyed, but also nervous !! I get to help run a smol fitness event in a huge discord server for the next four weeks. I'm stoked. everyone there is super sweet - I've made so many friends through this event already and it hasn't even started yet 0: plus it gives me good motivation to get in better shape and to go outside more often (:

I'm really proud of myself for even standing up and suggesting this event in the first place. things are changing for the better and I really like it. I think I'm starting to trick my brain into not being scared anymore, or at least being able to push through the fear because there's no point in it? I seem more outgoing than usual. I've gotten to the point where I can't really remember why I have agoraphobia and anxiety? it's been so long and my memory is terrible. why have I been scared? why am I not outgoing? what's the point of even being afraid? I could just go outside and not care. I could be brave. everyone is too busy with their own lives to even pay attention to some rando awkward kid LOL

I went and sat on my driveway for a while last night and it felt so freeing !!! I really want to go on a car ride and see how much my city has changed since I saw it last. I haven't been in a car in over a year. and I could go on bike rides and walks and all sorts of things. it feels like I'm seeing the world with fresh eyes, like I never got to experience it at all. feels real good. I still get overstimulated and nervous, but in a good way? like I'm happy and excited to experience things again. it's different from what I'm used to.

[FANTASIIIA]

kinda sad

[imacatmeow]

kinda sad

Aww why are you kinda sad? :<

Im happy

[breadstick]

vague panic ?? but also like over nothing so i'm sure it's fine

[tint]