『❄❅』 Aydan Hunt『❅❄』
Son of Khione ☃ Cabin 22 ☃ 16 ☃ Heterosexual
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Tags: Ophelia, Open
Location: Lake, On way to the Dining Pavilion
I'll be going. Maybe Aydan had made her uncomfortable in some way.
"Right." He said simply not knowing what else to say. He didn't want to push her to stay or ask him to come along, that needed to happen organically. He returned her smile and watched as she made her way to the dining pavilion. If he had an appetite before it was surely gone now. He made his way closer to the lake and sat down in the snow at its edge. All the feelings he had been holding in were finally catching up to him more in his solitude. He felt his eyes burn as they welled up.
No, I'm not going to cry anymore. The signs were there, you just didn't want to see them. The days upon days I'd be left with my Gran, the Sunday meet up at the local breakfast place for the trade odds, the flirting with the waitresses. It was all there. Now accept it. He didn't want to, he didn't want to think about the pain this fact caused to him and his grandmother. He didn't want to face the fact he put his own father in a coma and another family was going through the same pain he was, close to the same fear.
He hadn't realized when it happened or why but when he looked up the lake had been unfrozen. Aydan in disbelief went to place a hand to the water, his hand met with the cold water instead of hard ice. He pulled his hand out and shook it a bit before wiping it on his hoodie to dry it. He felt a sense of relief, like melting away the lake meant he finally accepted what his father had done. Not feeling any tears on his face he wiped it with his hoodie sleeve to make sure, nothing.
Later he'll have to face the wrath of his grandmother, maybe by then Ophelia will have forgiven him for whatever he had done. Maybe he could have a normal conversation about his feelings without them taking over his actions. Would he finally confess everything, was he ready for that? He wasn't sure. That was for future Aydan to figure out right now he can just relax. Or that's what he thought until the boom of thunder interrupt his clarity. He stood up and brushed the snow off him, he wasn't sure where to go to figure out what had happened but making his way toward the dining pavilion seemed like the best option. Everyone was there having lunch, someone had to know if that was normal or if something was off. Lately it seemed like the latter was the most reasonable assumption. He started making his way toward the pavilion half hoping to run into someone with answers before he got there.
〖 ☾ 〗Ash Davis〖 ☾ 〗
Son of Hypnos ☼☽ Cabin 15 ☼☽ 17 ☼☽ Bisexual
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Tags: Teilo and group
Location: By The Barrier
"Hmm I suppose you're right, though they do tend to take proper car of themselves." Ash remarked taking a quick look at Teilo's blonde gelled hair. No his hoodie? Who's was it then if not his? He'll have to pay attention more closely to figure that out. Teilo seemed a bit shocked that words even came out of his mouth. Was Ash breaking away at the boys giant wall he put up. The thought brought a small smile to his face. Even if getting under his skin to see what made Teilo tick wasn't working something was making Teilo open up. Maybe Ash accomplished what he wanted in some way.
"A grieving teenager can be just as bad as a big bad boss. Especially one possibly manipulated by their own mother. They'd hold on to the one thing that makes them feel wanted, loved, doesn't matter who it is they'd do anything for that feeling to stay since their own inhibition is broken. We as teenagers are still emotionally immature so something like grieving can be extremely hard to handle the right way." Pft like he'd know anything about grief, he hadn't had anyone die that was close to him. Heartbreak didn't seem the same to him as grieving over the death of someone you love. Heartbreak hurt sure but you eventually get over that person and the pain ends, grieving... that was more intense. From what he's gathered through his years at least.
"More?" Ash asked pulling himself away from his internal debate to the actual conversation at hand.
"Oh I'm new to all of this, even riding this bugger" Ash said patting Jellybeans side. Jellybean lurched forward a bit with the contact. Ash looked up as the group seemed to be on its merry way. Jellybean took the initiative to follow everyone else at a steady pace getting closer to the border.
"This will be my first time out since I've arrived." He said thinking back on his arrival which wasn't too long ago but felt like years. He thought momentarily about his mother, wondered what kind of goodies she had been baking in his absence.
"I wonder how our families deal with knowing we put ourselves in these situations?" He pondered out loud. His mother would surely be furious with worry and scold him for putting himself in danger just for praise.