by pthumerian » Tue Sep 29, 2020 7:05 am
within the next few days I'll get messaged about how my life is going to continue, and then I'll have to make some decisions, and I feel no way capable of anything. I can only hope it will work out AND easily.
And again this bizarre feeling of my head floating disconnected from the rest of my body, what the heck. I have that regularly since two weeks, since "that" happened, and it's just incredibly strange.
I'm not sure what I'm even doing anymore, I just sit there waiting for things to fix themselves, constantly on the border of crying.