TheComfortCorner | V.9

[beldam.]

i just got made fun of for joking that i would faint if one of my fictional crushes were a real person i could meet and talk to, seriously told (like it needed to be said) that that's no way to have a relationship.
i'm less upset and more just... bewildered? i know i have trouble getting jokes sometimes, but can i not make my own? am i not allowed to joke about the impossible meeting of a fictional character? eesh.

[Winstalgia]

I cried last night for the first time in months about him... I miss him a lot still. The more i think and the more i hear from others about him, Included with the fact I cut him from my life because of a misunderstanding... if we had just communicated better we would still be friends- it's been 9 months. Why can I not forget about him.

I really want to apologize to him but I don't know how to. I blamed everything on him when in reality it was me too and I was too much of an ass to see it. He felt ignored by me. I should have given him.more attention. I should have been a good friend.

Now he cant even look at me cause I broke his heart.

[ZeXaL]

a friend is in trouble and really needs help, i need a pm

[rum]

this week has been weird. i haven't been able to talk to my boyfriend as much, which is perfectly fine. i need my space too and it's been nice to have some time to myself. i think my problem is i keep thinking we're never going to click back? like, we'll stay a bit distant forever and it'll never end and eventually we'll just.. fall apart. it's a really stupid fear over such a small difference.

not to mention i've just been so.. lonely. i've never been big on physical affection, but i really want someone to hug and cuddle and watch movies with. and to just. lay on a bed side by side and talk about silly things verbally. i really wish my friends didn't live so far away and i could visit them more often, or i had any irls that i'm super close to.

tl;dr i just really wanna spend intimate time with my closest friends and boyfriend man live is unfair bro unpoggers

[crabodile]

gods my ear hurts. i got drops for it yesterday but now its worse, and i can only hope this is the peak and that it will start to feel better soon. it feels like someone is repeatedly stabbing a toothpick into my eardrum honestly. i just want it to stop ugh

[Oliverstorm]

I absolutely hate, hate, HATE my roommate. The reasons I cannot list here, but it goes on endlessly. She made me cancel my flight to go see my boyfriend because of something that can't be discussed, and I'm livid. I've made mistakes and I'm so angry. I'm upset. I want to go see my life partner, but because of these manipulative tactics that are gaslighting me, I can't. I'm sick of living here in this house. I just have to survive until May.

[Arlecchino ♡]

Three different vet bills this week.
Goodbye dinner.

[tifa]

cried at work and honestly i dont think things could get much worse than this

[viles]

• i hope my online friends don't get mad; i've ignored several messages because i'm in the middle of a breakdown. my life is a mess, but it's okay. i mean, it's obviously not, because i'm posting in here, but there's no point of pitying myself anymore. might as well accept that this is what life is always gonna be.

[Disintegration]

I really don't want to feel like this anymore. I could barely eat. I want to throw up, I want my energy back. I keep having odd thoughts. Please just let me sleep. PLEASE JUST STOP FOR ONCE.