TheComfortCorner | V.9

[dakotapaws]

i dont feel like i recognize anything about me anymore.
my deadname and my chosen name just seem. empty.
it doesnt really feel like im a presence?
days are blurred and boring,
i struggle to sleep almost always
i dont really know if this makes any sense
im just rambling

[appi]

please do not message me - i just want a place to vent, i hope that's okay.

i can't really feel anything these days... i can't fully grasp anything in my brain,,
be it conversation or activity or work.. it feels like i'm not fully connected with
reality and there's nothing i can do to push myself closer to it.. i can't focus
properly on conversations with other people and i don't even try to make conversation
because i'm so spacey i don't care about how they feel (which i usually do). i just can't
bring myself to really care about anything or make an effort for anything,, everything
in my life is flat right now. nothing really happened that made this change... i just
feel different than a week ago and i feel flat. not very sure what is happening right
now.. am i just sleep deprived? i don't think it was always this bad and this long..

[Fairycore]

it blows my mind that people can look at someone’s incredibly nasty behavior and think “ah that’s fine, they don’t act like that around me i’ll just ignore that”

THREE times this year. i’ve had to deal with someone with that mindset. one of them was even personal. how can you just have so much disregard for someone’s feelings that you enable someone like that. i’m so sick and tired of it

I feel this, heavy. I had to just learn to let it go but I know how wildly annoying it is that people allow that kind of behavior. This person was quite literally insufferable and so rude, and people who I considered friends just tolerated it because she was nice to them. Absolutely mind blowing, lol.

[aideen-muffin]

oooof it is still unfair that I have to suffer so much because you didn't pay attention, you didn't give me love or care or boundaries or any of the things a child is supposed to have. neglect is abuse too. neglect is abuse too. neglect is abuse too!!!

[Spearow]

my kitty is looking a little better today so that is the good news. the bad news is i'm having a bit of a fight with a close friend, and i'm in contact with someone who kind of scares me (for no good reason), and i'm changing my medication this week which is probably going to make me have a couple really bad days and i'm worried that the new medication won't help me and might make my anxiety worse. my doctor wants me to talk to a counselor but i'm really scared of talking about my personal life and history, because i don't trust people easily. and once I tell them anything i get super afraid they're going to tell someone and i just, i want help but i don't want to put my trust in someone to have it stomped on. i don't know if anyone could help me anyways.

[raditz]

oh god what is happeningf
ic ant barely feel anything
i’m so weak it hurts

[yharnam boy]

I don't know what's going on but I just woke up from nightmares and then realized there are tons of firemen and policemen standing in front of the neighbours door, I'm scared and very nervous, I'd like to know what's happening before going back to bed.

[bubbaberriboo]

x

[kísmet]

god i feel so stupid
this is why i shouldn’t talk
i over shared, he doesn’t care as much as i think he does
i’m probably faking, i don’t deserve help
i made a fool out of myself again and i know it, why don’t i ever learn

[TwilightBard]

I don't know how to draw anymore.