TheComfortCorner | V.9

[plur]

i feel super bad and sad and i wanna cry!!!! i wanna scream! i wanna feel better.. i was havinga good day but now i feel bad again! ive been feeling nothing but depressed alll month and i want it to stop! i dont wanna be me, i wanna be in a new body with a new brain!its all so overwhelming its too much!!!!! i want to feel happy and better but i feel lonely and sad all the time and i dont know why! i wanna be a kid again. i dont wanna be a teenager anymore. my trauma is too much on me, i wanna go back to before i remembered what happened and i wanna go back to when i was able to watch anime and laugh at it for fun and not because i need to feel something other than constant pain and depression.. the pandemics been making things worse.. i wanna go out for coffee, i dont have any friends irl.. my friends online are starting to hate me , im loosing everything. i annoy everyone and im so dumb and im just awful! i try so hard but it doesnt work. being happy is so hard. i just wanna be able to curl up with my stuffed animals in a cozy bed but not even my bed is cozy anymore. everything feels uncomfortable and cold these days. life has been the same old limbo for the past six years and im tired of it. i just wanna feel happiness again

[anonymous dog]

i need to see a doctor about all this

[Lex.]

I've been trying hard to restrain a certain coping mechanism, but it came back the other day.
I guess it all came out at once and my brain decided to take things in it's own hands. I swear that thing has a mind of its own

[Trexxa]

I'm so frustrated. I wish I could find it in me to finally get out and discuss this thing with someone. my roommate just gave me the perfect opportunity to but I pushed it aside. again. I feel like it would be so good to get it off my chest but alas... I can't. it would also help if I didn't get so emotional, ugh.
...I wish I understood why this whole thing still hits me so hard in the first place. it literally meant almost nothing. why can't I just let it go?

[vi‎ ‎]

i just need a break. a huge, two week vacation maybe. two month? two years. i need to get away from everything and everyone.

i went to my school today to pick up my textbooks and turns out i was supposed to get my ID card at the front desk and nobody told me? i ended up asking this guy later (who i didn't know, but i knew he was a teacher) and he started asking me these questions that made me nervous and in that moment my eyes started burning because i wanted to cry and i couldn't speak up even though i was always good at talking with people. i eventually got my card though, thank god

i want to know why the world is so cruel

my best friend changed, now that i think about it. we don't think the same. i'm more two-sided and open-minded about things and i just feel like she never thinks about anything before she says it and it makes me feel strange. we've always been sort of different but it never came between us, at least i don't think so.

the other friends i have aren't in the cohort that i'm in, and my best friend just so happens to be in the same cohort as me. i don't really know or want to know anyone else that's in our cohort.

anyway, i guess, as you can see, i'm not excited for school. all i need is a break and guess what? i'm having this test coming up for this 6 month course i'm taking and i'll have to study for it, when i forgot how to study in the first place

my mom tells me that we're in a bad financial place too, and that my dad might be let go. i'm praying that he won't be. i just feel so desperate for something good to happen and it just feels like i keep getting shoved every which way

[Spearow]

feeling stressed out and lonely, three more nights at work before i have two days off. have to keep telling myself that. just kind of feel like i'm going to freak out any second- my job is really stressful. i'm having relationship issues in every direction. i really need to focus on finding a way to make myself happy. i feel empty. really need to find myself

[bubbaberriboo]

just saw something that said “life’s a party and i’m the piñata” and something that silly made me realize that i’m honestly lying to myself about being happy and i’m just bottling all my emotions again lol

[viles]

• i push away everyone because i'm terrified of even small friendships, but then i have the audacity to feel lonely. smh emotions need to stop.

[yharnam boy]

i'm so sad and fed up...

[raditz]

i’m so emotionally done that i literally cannot function without something bad happening into my head. drawing/doing art is draining me, and i keep promising that it’ll get better. it isn’t getting better. i’m in a different state with my aunts + cousins due to personal reasons and there’s so much screaming and yelling. i hate noise. noise is stupid. it shouldn’t exist. there’s 5+ little kids under the age of ten here and it’s so annoying to hear loud and out of tune singing from the basement as i sleep on the couch. i want to rip off my ears and not hear them, but i can’t. it’s draining. i can’t keep up at this point. i’m pushing away everyone who wants to talk to me, i don’t want this. i want someone to talk to me in person. i can’t. i just can’t. i’m literally seconds away from snapping. i need a break and someone to talk to, but i’m pushing everyone away. i can’t answer dms, pms, nothing. if i do, it’s either a one to two word answer or “lol.” i’m so tired. i can’t do this anymore. i can’t even sleep. i barely get any sleep, if i’m lucky 30 minutes or an hour. i’m fed up. i can’t do this anymore. i CAN’T