Perhaps something in the fates merely called for a late awakening. It wasn't too far in the day's required schedule that b
right eyes opened to the light of the day, and yet the time lost was still unretrievable. Yet there were days to come and
no inherent rush as to her arrival. Dreams were sweet, careless things ━ desireable in everywhich way they presented,
and yet bittersweet in their leaving that always came too soon. Whether in waking moments or in unconscious streams,
preferences relied on the wishes of life, not of sleep, and by the logic she felt, there was no further option that rising fr
om the warmth of the sheets covering her body and the slow, calm thrum of her heartbeat to follow.
She reaches up and wipes the remnant tears from her face, a misplaced concerning thought taking her attention for a m
oment before she brushes it away with a bravado she forces herself to take on. No use waking up on a sour note, of cour
se, even if she can’t quite think of what the reasoning is. Positivity was always a choice, so they said. Cue stage laughter
In the background of her mismanaged thinking.
Pulling herself from the makeshift bed she had been using, she draws her arms upwards and stretches mightily, pleased a
t the morning benevolence already being given to her. Morning stretches, always important no matter the time that she w
oke up at, are continued until she’s sure that everything that needs to be popped has snapped cheerfully in the vacant, bl
and room. By the time she's making her way downstairs, dressed in a new white and blue accented dress, she's content en
ough with her lateness to even make herself a cup of tea, sitting at the table and soaking in the meager sun that comes th
rough the window of the room. Humming a small tune, something she can't place the origin of, she collects her cup, stands
and takes her time to clean up before heading out and away.
It's only when she's halfway to her loction that she remembers that they had a uniform to wear, but it's probably fine - not
the end of the world or anything. If it just so happens to be a problem - well, she can figure that solution out later. The s
un is shining, the birds are chirping. It's truly quite the gorgeous day.
If she so had the opportunity, had no obligations or necessities to fulfill those she placed on herself, well, she thinks it wo
uld be nice to sit and enjoy the world every day. Everything it had to offer, everything that changed day in and day out. S
till, she hears her mother's voice in her ear, soft and sharp, explaining what she's alive for, and the idea vanishes and she's
sooner at the designated location, late, than she is in remembering the idea at all.
When she gets inside, the weather is drastically different. Not just that, though, but the atmosphere is far more volatile,
charged with quite the negativity. She blinks wide eyes, takes in the students milling around in their uniforms (although s
he does notice some that aren't wearing one, though that doesn't mean she didn't break the rules) and the murmurs sprea
ding through the crowds. Talking about some fight that already happened, or some... bully or beatdown or whatever they
called it. Point being, first day already has someone being injured and nothing had even started yet.
She steps around people casually, polite to not throw herself into them bodily or press against anyone too much. A few gr
eetings are thrown around, she says hello to a couple more people or returns a smile that's sent her way, and when she ar
rives at the epicenter of the group, it isn't hard to see the large cracks spread through what should have been a solid wall.
On the ground are remnants of what used to be the board, and she tips her head as she surveys the actual damage to the
wall, looking back at the destroyed board again and then, once more, back at the wall. It takes her a minute of rifling thr
ough a small bag that she brought with her, but eventually she makes a small, 'aha!' and pulls out a roll of clear packaging
tape, carried for emergencies, moving to the broken board before kneeling before it and picking up the largest chunks she
's able to find, ripping apart chunks of tape to slowly rebuild the ruined object.
It doesn't take that long at all, and she hums the entire time she's fixing it, smiling brighter when certain pieces work out
until she has the reconstructed board before her. It's still broken in places, bent and warped, but no longer ruined as it on
ce was, and that in itself was a good thing in her eyes. If something could be fixed, could be better, and someone could h
elp that happen, well, then it was just the right thing to do.
She looks to the wall again and realizes that it can't... quite fit where it used to, now that there's the giant, vaguely perso
n-shaped cracking there. Glancing around, she finds a different, bland section of wall and moves towards it, still carrying
the sign until she's able to find a solid, good-looking spot and, with a bit more tape, gets it to stick to the wall. She slides
the tape away, her hands places on her hips as she nods at the board, and then waits a moment to find her own name thr
ough the rumpled writing.
Suzuki Kazue, paired with a... Ryosuke Kairan? The name rings absolutely no bells, though she takes in the 'God of Chaos'
title and thinks nothing more of it, not quite knowing a better way to go about finding this God than to just... wait, hon
estly. And so, having done what she found necessary to do, Kazue moves out of the way of the board so others can look a
t it again and proceeds to make her way off to the side, finding a vacant seat and taking it.
It's louder here, but not bad. She can hear the excited buzz of the students, overlapped with a nervous intensity. She kno
ws she cannot fail whatever God ends up with her, cannot disappoint them no matter what. Kazue pulls a miniature sketc
hbook out of her bag and settles further into the chair, spinning a pencil into her hand before introducing it to the paper.
It was a nice scene, she thought, and one that would be fun to take to paper while she had the time to do so.