by lovestruck » Mon Oct 18, 2021 10:30 pm
its interesting to me reading back on this
I really like some of the things I wrote here, even though it was three years ago
I now have a lovely boyfriend of seven months. Going on eight. He makes me so happy, and is my best friend.
I’ve managed to find happiness. I do get sad still, and wonder if I am enough. But it’s a part of the human condition. We would not be truly human if we were happy all the time. So even though it’s hard, I don’t feel the need to give up so much when I’m sad. I’ve found myself. And I’m so glad that I stayed strong when things were more difficult, when I wondered if my life was worth living.