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by | nefelibata | » Sat Apr 04, 2020 1:28 am
I wish I could get her out of my mind, but every time I close my eyes I can see and feel her. I hate it. I hate the way I still love her. Why can't I get over her? I've tried everything you could possibly do to move on and nothing has worked.
I've tried messaging her, blocking her social media, thinking about other people, immersing myself with my hobbies. This is like mental torture and weaponised depression.
I just need someone to pause time, warmly embrace me and comfort me. Is that too much to ask for? :c
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by TwilightBard » Sat Apr 04, 2020 2:00 am
I'm not eating or sleeping normally anymore. I keep getting injured and I don't even react to it like a normal person, it's not even a bother at all. All I try to do is be a better person, but it really doesn't work, I always mess up somehow and I take it out on myself. I know I shouldn't but I still do anyways. My friends worry about me and I understand, but I dunno what to do.
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by mean&gay » Sat Apr 04, 2020 10:04 am
my dysphoria has been so bad lately and i really don't know what 2 do. every damn time i hear my birth name i feel myself sink a little lower. every time i'm called someone's 'daughter' or 'sister' or whenever my dad tells me what i was like as a 'little girl'. i want 2 throw up. i want 2 take every aspect of my being that was, is, and will ever b feminine and just. burn it. i hate my hips and my chest and my thighs and my height and my voice and my name i'm angry every day because i can't change a thing. i hate that i'll never b able 2 erase who i was and i'll never get 2 b who i want 2 b. not really. and i know i could at least try if i could just get the words out but i can't. i'm really scared and i just don't want 2 b here anymore (:
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by basil! » Sat Apr 04, 2020 3:58 pm
Wow it would be really nice if I could ever feel validated in my feelings
I literally,, have a diagnosis,,, of depression??? But still every time I feel like I’m faking everything
God I wish I didn’t seek others validation and attention
Can’t I ever be enough for myself?
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