Ever since I found out what I am,
Every second I can't understand.
As time's ticking by, with tears in my eyes...
Can I feel or is sadness programmed?
Did they send you out here to kill me?
'Cause I don't think that you've got the nerve!
Though you wear a disguise, it's there in your eyes...
Is this what they tell you I deserve?
- PrinceWhateverer and Vylet Pony: L_ST-_N-D_TA (Destabilize part 2)
I am adopting an RPW in the pound!Username: booklover789
RPW's original name: #181
RPW's new name: Molly Costa
(Molly -
deriving from the name Mary; Costa -
from the Latin word for “rib”)
Link to RPW: https://sta.sh/0222pvpal297Personality: Clever and adaptable, Molly prides herself on being able to change to fit any situation. If she needs to get fifty orders done in a week she can buckle down and get to it, but likewise, if she only has a few orders for that week she can easily let loose from her rigid schedule and read a book or two. Extremely self-disciplined, she rarely needs supervision and can work very well on her own. She is capable of adapting herself to fit any situation. This is what makes her excellent at surviving, no matter what may threaten to cause her extinction.
Quiet by nature, Molly is lucky she is an introvert. A terrible accident when she was a newborn resulted in her mouth having to be permanently sewn shut, making her mute to this day. She doesn’t like to talk much, anyways, though, so her surgery and its side effects didn’t end up negatively impacting her too much. She naturally tends to be a thinker and doer instead of a talker, so she naturally would be on the quiet side, even without her surgery having taken place.
Molly has been through a lot in life. She has PTSD and often deals with triggers and working through life one day at a time. She was kidnapped and hurt terribly as a young girl by being forced to be a participant in several inhumane experiments - hence the patches of cloth sewn into her flesh - and was also bullied as a child - the permanently hairless tip of her tail as proof of one of the more severe “pranks” the other kids played upon her. She has had to go to therapy for a few years to get over her issues. Therapy has helped her realize that while her PTSD won’t go completely away, she does have things she can do to make the symptoms less severe and her life more enjoyable. She has gotten over a lot in life, though she still does struggle with often questioning whether or not certain feelings she has and opinions she holds are hers legitimately or are a product of gaslighting. She hopes to one day solve the mysteries of her mind.
Molly has learned over the years that stressing about what others say and think about her isn’t worth it. She honestly doesn’t seem to care if she makes a bad first impression or not - she just wants her final impression to be a good one. That being said, though, even Molly will run into some individuals who are so insulting and rude that she cares not if she offends them. If they won’t have the decency to be nice to her, she won’t bother wasting her energy being nice back.
Both detail-oriented and a big-picture-thinker, she is easily able to see what others cannot. Great at planning ahead, Molly excels at making lists and completing what she has written on them. She works based off of these lists, and wouldn’t be able to get much done if she were just to rely upon her own spotty memory for help. She is excellent about setting goals for herself and completing those goals, even if they take a little while to get done. She hates being thrown off schedule, and if she needs to change plans last-minute she will always do her best to get right back on track as soon as she is able.
While Molly is a recluse, when one of her very few friends does have a problem, she does her best to help be there emotionally for them. She has extremely few social contacts, but two of her friends are
Gerade Heute and
Fresca. She understands that her suggesting options for how to solve the issue can sometimes help, but often that is not why her friends will talk with her. They just need a listening ear and a shoulder to cry on, not advice on how to fix their problems. She is rather emotional herself, so she understands those who need emotional support from time to time. Others have mislabeled her as selfish as she often looks out for herself before helping others, but she likes to explain back that a water glass must be full before it is able to pour out any water into any other glass. She must first help herself before she helps others. That being said, when she does help others she goes all out and truly stays with them until she is able to help them somehow. She tends to be pretty affectionate with those she cares about, even if she is generally against touching others and being touched your others herself. She makes an exception for her friends and those who are close enough for her to call them family.
Molly has a careful and methodical approach to living life. She would rather be safe than sorry, and has the scars and has had the surgeries to prove making rash decisions ultimately doesn’t help anyone. She isn’t often haunted by her past mistakes, but the ones that resulted in her physical injuries do still sting her to think about and remember. She loathes making mistakes and can often be found beating herself up mentally for a silly mistake she has made. She does her best to be careful so as not to make these mistakes which always result in her feeling worse about herself.
Hating to be perceived as weak, Molly will never be found crying in front of others unless she is in a dire situation. She is humiliated by crying as she has been made fun of for it for most of her life. She hates doing so and will only cry if absolutely necessary. She doesn’t tend to get offended by others, thankfully, so she doesn’t often need to let out her emotions and cry.
Equal parts logical and feeling as well as equal parts realist and visionary, Molly really tries to listen to both her heart and her head when making an important decision. She often makes a list of pros and cons and then acts according to that, especially if her heart and head are at odds.
Tactile by nature, Molly loves to make dolls and fix up old puppets and marionettes. While working, she tends to drift off into daydreams and imaginative thoughts. She has a special power to make her creations come alive for short bursts of time, and she often can be found every night splashing her brown paint on the newly-fixed or newly-created creatures and her observing their many different personalities.
An
INFJ-A, Molly is creative and insightful. She has an excellent reaction time and is a quick-thinker. She is flexible both in body and in mind, and she tends to be very alert and instinctive by nature. She is easily able to tell what is around her and due to her quick reflexes, she has been able to save a variety of projects from becoming accidentally destroyed. Decisive and passionate, Molly pours her heart into everything she creates. Determined by nature, Molly is great at deadlines and completing things to her own standards. She unfortunately must always have something to keep her busy, as she is prone to boredom. Molly also can be a perfectionist when it comes to anything she fixes or makes, and admitting that something can never be perfect is often a downfall she is prone to adhering to.
Extras:Scent -
Steel, Nickel, Tears, and Old Clothes
Body Type -
Thinner than average
Size -
Shorter than average
Scars and/or tattoos -
Several scars all over her body from being sewn back together again and again over her entire life.
Ethnicity -
Italian (50%), Turkish (10%), Romanian (20%), and French (20%)
Nationality -
Italian-American
Occupation -
Part-time Puppet Fixer-Upper, Part-time Doll-maker.
Romantic and Sexual Orientation -
Questioning Grey-Asexual


Gender Identity -
Cisgender Female; she/her pronouns
Age -
Almost 24
Season of Birth -
Spring
Birthday -
April 25, 1996
Chinese Zodiac -
Fire RatAstrological Zodiac Sign -
TaurusAlignment -
Lawful Neutral
A lawful neutral character acts as law, tradition, or a personal code directs him. Order and organization are paramount to him. He may believe in personal order and live by a code or standard, or he may believe in order for all and favor a strong, organized government. Lawful neutral is the best alignment you can be because it means you are reliable and honorable without being a zealot. However, lawful neutral can be a dangerous alignment when it seeks to eliminate all freedom, choice, and diversity in society.
-
http://easydamus.com/alignmenttest.html
Greatest Fears -
Tomophobia (fear of surgery... for her, it is closer to Agliophobia as she is afraid of the pain that comes with surgery), Soteriophobia (fear of dependence upon others), and Basiphobia (fear of not being able to stand or walk).
Theme Songs -
PrinceWhateverer and Vylet Pony: L_ST-_N-D_TA (Destabilize part 2) and
GHOST and Oliver: Amygdala’s RagdollFavorite Soundscape -
Happy Place Today something changed,
I figured it's true.
The frontal lobe placed me
Behind my own strings!
'Cuz I defy the way the game works.
I'll say it again:
I'm only getting worse.
Say we take what had been torn apart,
Say we mend any patchwork discord...
I never meant any harm.
Never meant any harm.
- GHOST and Oliver: Amygdala’s Ragdoll
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Do you stop believing in the moon because the sun comes up?
- Jack Frost from “Rise of the Guardians”
I am adopting an RPW in the pound!Username: booklover789
RPW's original name: #198
RPW's new name: Jack Leonardo Frostbite
(Jack Frostbite -
reference to the mythological entity and to the medical condition of frostbite; Leonardo -
named after Leonardo Da Vinci)
Link to RPW: https://sta.sh/022iv4y33g02Personality: Frostbite prefers to go by his last name. He finds it more unique than going by Jack, which seems to be a fairly common name in the snowy province where he dwells. More one to stay in the moment and live life each moment at a time, Frostbite is more likely to be experiencing something new instead of thinking silly thoughts... but that isn’t to say he isn’t intelligent. He loves thinking and pondering new and interesting ideas, but most of the time doesn’t do so until he is able to slow down and take a breather from his busy travels. He always makes time to do so, though, putting both emphasis on pondering life and experiencing it firsthand.
Frostbite enjoys both solitude and chatting with others. Depending on the day, he can be more introverted or extroverted, as his moods tend to change with the weather... both literally and figuratively. He doesn’t tend to care much for making a good first impression, and he doesn’t generally worry how others may take him in or understand him. He knows with enough time that others will get to know him, and he doesn’t tend to care much if someone doesn’t like him at all. He moves on from simple-minded individuals and prefers to spend time only around those he can trust.
Even though he is a nomad by nature, Frostbite enjoys spending time with a select group of wolves:
Balto,
Durin,
June Yukiko, and
Ali. These four he would consider to be his closest friends and companions, and he loves and appreciates them in his own way.
More one to feel things out than plan every last painstaking detail, Frostbite loves to go with the flow and often travels where his paws take him. He often gets sidetracked from his goals, but he doesn’t mind. He enjoys the journey more than reaching his destination. Never one to shy away from physical labor, he enjoys a good run in any weather, but particularly loves romps in the snow. Curious, Frostbite likes to explore and seek out strange new things and places to see. Frostbite loves to travel, and hopes one day to see the whole world... or at least the parts his paws can take him to.
Believing highly in magic but not yet exhibiting powers himself, Frostbite is unsure if he will ever grow into his snow-flecked paint or if he will ever manifest powers at all. Still, regardless of his lack of magical prowess, Frostbite still puts a lot of stock in imagining the impossible, and finds it easiest to do so with the aid of magic. He generally knows what he wants and is good about deciding things quickly, but with magic like what a genie could grant, he has often pondered what he could wish for with such unlimited options at his disposal. With magic, all things are possible. With magic, he could change and shape the world as he sees fit, helping those less fortunate than he and giving to those who need it most. Frostbite is quite good about forgiveness and does not tend to hold grudges... except when it comes to those who choose to pick on others. He is against any type of bullying behaviors and does not agree that to get anywhere in life one must step on others to get to that place. Frostbite would rather starve than give his last meal to a bully, and refuses to help such individuals in any way.
Believing that the past is in the past, Frostbite doesn’t tend to put much emphasis on things that have happened before. He has learned to accept what life has thrown at him through his own means - usually ignoring the big stuff that bothers him until he cannot stuff it down any longer - and deals with it in his own time. If truth be told, he could probably use some help in this department, as Frostbite often is haunted by visions of the past and flashbacks that annoy him from time to time. Until he is ready to accept that help, however, Frostbite is content to live a nomad’s life.
A wolf with a thick skin, Frostbite isn’t easily damaged by snow or words alike. To really rattle him up takes a certain talent. He may feel deeply and be an emotional wolf overall, but he doesn’t retaliate in anger or snap at others in fury or irritation. He would much rather joke around than deal head-to-head with a problem, which often allows him to diffuse tension in situations... but can also be a downfall, as sometimes he gets too carried away and loses track of the situation at hand, too far into his own jokes to pay attention to important matters.
More visionary than realist, Frostbite does his best to look out for the little guy and change life one day at a time. He loves to experience new things and finds it easy to empathize with others whom he has never met before. He wishes life were easy for others who have had it harder than he has, and truly wishes to change the world in his own way. A mix between
INFP-A and
ENFP-A, Frostbite is a mix of two different but still very similar personality types. Depending on the day he may be more introverted or extroverted, and his interests in social interaction change depending on the type of day he has had and how much sleep he has gotten. Curious, energetic, enthusiastic, observant, friendly, idealistic, tolerant, accepting, open-minded, passionate, energetic, creative, hard-working, and determined, Frostbite has all the positive qualities of a natural INFP and a few positive qualities of a natural ENFP. Unfortunately, Frostbite is not all red roses and lollipops. He has his downfalls as well. He is often independent to a fault and hates asking for help from others unless he absolutely needs it. He has often been labeled by others as being too emotional, overly idealistic, and excessively altruistic. He often trusts others when he shouldn’t or distrusts those he should trust. He often struggles with this topic, and is still figuring it all out one day at a time, coping with the emotional stress as best as he can.
Extras: Scent -
Powdered Snow, Light Mint Leaf, and Licorice
Body Type -
Thinner than average
Size -
Small for his age
Scars and/or tattoos -
None yet
Ethnicity -
Iceland, Norway, Russia, Finland, and Germany
Nationality -
Dual Citizenship; Icelandic and German
Occupation -
Nomad
Romantic and Sexual Orientation -
Lithromantic Grey-Asexual


Gender Identity -
Cisgender Male; he/him pronouns

Age -
Almost 20 years old
Season of Birth -
Autumn
Birthday -
September 26, 2000
Chinese Zodiac -
Metal DragonAstrological Zodiac Sign -
LibraAlignment -
Neutral Good
A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because when it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.
-
http://easydamus.com/alignmenttest.html
Greatest Fear -
Antlophobia (fear of floods)
Theme Song -
Alexandre Desplat: Busy WorkshopFavorite Soundscape -
Imaginary RealityI am a traveler. I am a nomad. I rarely sleep in the same bed more than three or four nights.
- Diane von Furstenberg
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It's time you learned a lesson;
It's time that you understand.
Don't ever count on anybody else
In this or any other land!
I once hoped for friendship,
To find a place among my kind...
But those were the childish wishes
Of someone who was blind.
Open up your eyes!
See the world from were I stand:
Me among the mighty,
You caged at my command!
Open up your eyes!
Give up your sweet fantasyland!
It's time to grow up and get wise.
Come now little one...
Open up your eyes!
- Emily Blunt: “Open Up Your Eyes”
I am adopting an RPW in the pound!Username: booklover789
RPW's original name: #307
RPW's new name: Valentia
vaal-LEN-SHEE-uh(Valentia: meaning
from Valence, Drôme, France... in Roman times was called Valentia)
Link to RPW: https://sta.sh/09y3b675a6iPersonality:Valentia has a special ability: hand-picked by
Mephistopheles to wreak havoc, she works alongside
Schadenfreude to spread disaster across the worlds/realms. She doesn’t have the persuasive ability to get what she wants like Meph, nor does she have the power of pyromania at her paws like Schadenfreude does. Instead, she has to use her own talents to succeed in her mission.
Valentia is frank by nature and doesn’t believe in mincing words. She will lie to your face if need be, though, so don’t think that just because her words sting that they are truthful. She finds it simple to put others down and tends to disrespect those around her, particularly her elders, whom she has a great distaste for. She doesn’t respect authority at all - except for Livius, the King of Hell, whom she knows better than to double-cross... and his two daughters, of course, also fall into this category of wolves she knows better than to get on their bad side. She doesn’t care about anyone but herself, so inflicting pain and suffering on others doesn’t bother her much. She cares about getting herself ahead in life and that is about all she truly cares for in this mortal realm. Because she is focused on her own life, she doesn’t care if she has to step on others to get ahead... as long as she is crafty about it, anyways. She doesn’t want to get caught. Often she doesn’t care about even getting caught, though. She knows she can weasel her way out of any punishment with her charm, and if her lies don’t do the trick, then she can easily fight her way out. At the end of the day, she has no mercy and doesn’t understand the meaning of “forgiveness.”
Not really one to second-guess her true feelings or thoughts, Valentia doesn’t feel much remorse for things she has done wrong in the past and never feels bad about a negative first impression she gives to others. She isn’t usually haunted by bad dreams of screw-ups she has made in the past, and she doesn’t beat herself up over the little things in life.
With a temper as vivid as her fur coloring, Valentia never learned how to keep her anger under wraps. She indulges in hurting others and lashing out emotionally when she is ticked off, and she doesn’t care if she inflicts harm on another in one of her rage-filled and aggressive emotional outbursts. Valentia doesn’t ever let anyone see her cry - in fact, if you were to ask her when she cried last, she would respond with, “When I was a stupid child.” It has been years since she has ever let herself feel anything except anger, so this constant state of rage has become her new reality. She is quite easily made irritated and tends to be more emotional than logical, so she usually acts without much thought if she is angry enough. Even though she is emotional by nature, however, she hates physical touch and will never be touchy-feely... even if she is fond of whomever she is around. If she is clear-headed enough, however, she doesn’t just burst out in anger - she does think before she leaps and is generally good about planning out whatever nefarious thing needs to be done so that chaos can ultimately reign.
She has a cover of being an aromatherapy professional, but she honestly runs the business to swindle others out of their hard-earned cash. She doesn’t tend to live carefully, though, and ignores any advice others offer her. Most other wolves don’t trust her, and for good reason. She looks out for herself primarily, and doesn’t tend to give others a second thought.
While Valentia is good with planning out evil deeds and plots, in general, she isn’t much of a planner. She prefers to live life in a spur-of-the-moment manner. She tends to make a lot of her decisions on a whim, and just decides whatever she wants to do pretty close to when she generally needs to do it. The only exceptions to this rule are as previously stated - when she is working or planning out an evil plot, she is great about sticking to a schedule and excellent with plans. She wouldn’t be able to work for the King of Hell otherwise!
More realist than visionary, Valentia isn’t all storm-clouds and ridiculous weather. She does have positive traits, even if they aren’t as prevalent as her negative ones. A natural
ESTP-A personality type, she is bold, original, direct, and great at socialization. She is pretty high on the extrovert scale (82 out of 100), so she tends to get along well with others who chat her up or busy, bustling environments. She isn’t often held back by crowded areas and she tends to not give a rip about what others think of her, so she often forges her own path where others haven’t done a good enough job for what she needs to get done. Why bother wasting time copying others’ ways if they are not what she needs to get the job done? Valentia prefers to make her own path instead of taking the broken and run-down one that is already present.
Valentia is insensitive and impatient. She often insults those she comes across. She is risk-prone in her daily life though not in her work life. She is extremely defiant and lives by her own set of standards. She doesn’t want to be a puppet to anyone, so she refuses to adhere to any rule or stipulation put forth, as she believes them all to be an unnecessary constraint.
Extras:Scent -
Candles and Sulfur
Body Type -
Slightly overweight
Size -
Larger than the average wolf
Scars and/or tattoos -
Six tattoos, each one of something she is proud of accomplishing in life.
Ethnicity -
Unknown; she is a mix of many different ethnicities.
Nationality -
Unknown; she refuses to tell us where she has citizenship to.
Occupation -
Aromatherapist
Romantic and Sexual Orientation -
Idemromantic Frayromantic Panromantic Pomosexual

Gender Identity -
Surgender - mostly female with a few male traits; Transexpression; she/her pronouns
Age -
Almost 30
Season of Birth -
Autumn
Birthday -
October 29, 1990
Chinese Zodiac -
Metal HorseAstrological Zodiac Sign -
ScorpioAlignment -
Chaotic Evil
A chaotic evil character does whatever his greed, hatred, and lust for destruction drive him to do. He is hot-tempered, vicious, arbitrarily violent, and unpredictable. If he is simply out for whatever he can get, he is ruthless and brutal. If he is committed to the spread of evil and chaos, he is even worse. Thankfully, his plans are haphazard, and any groups he joins or forms are poorly organized. Typically, chaotic evil people can be made to work together only by force, and their leader lasts only as long as he can thwart attempts to topple or assassinate him. Chaotic evil is sometimes called demonic because demons are the epitome of chaotic evil. Chaotic evil is the best alignment you can be because combines self-interest and pure freedom. However, chaotic evil can be a dangerous alignment because it represents the destruction not only of beauty and life but also of the order on which beauty and life depend.
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http://easydamus.com/alignmenttest.html
Greatest Fear -
Amnesiphobia (fear of getting amnesia)
Theme Song -
PrinceWhateverer and JycRow, Featuring Sable Symphony and MantaTsubasa : Open Up Your Eyes (Cover)Favorite Soundscape -
AeolianWe all start out the same,
With simple naïve trust;
Shielded from the many ways
That life's not fair or just.
But then there comes a moment,
A simple truth that you must face:
If you depend on others,
You'll never find your place.
And as you take that first step
Upon a path that's all your own,
You see it all so clearly:
The best way to survive is all alone!
- Emily Blunt: “Open Up Your Eyes”
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