Emotion

[Mayiamaru]

Xione giggled when he pushed hand away and put her hand to her own hand. A surprised expression made its way to her face and she remembered that she was still wearing Ezvar's hat. She blinked a few tie before taking it off. "Oh right." She said, looking the hat over. She didn't put it back on Ezvar's head though. With the static, the hat wouldn't help. "You know, a little water might help tame that static." She advised, just taking a shot as she held out Ezvar's hat to him in silence.

[Sijach~Shadowstorm]

Ezvar took the hat and shoved it back onto his head, it make his static point downward but that was about it. "Maybe but what I really don't have time for that right now." he stuck his hands in his pockets and looked back over to the kitchen "I never got a chance to ask, what happened to you? What's your story and... am I the only one who doesn't have a well paying job?" he asked, he was curiouse and about the job he wasn't going to cound being a robber out but he didn't plan on calling it well paid either.

[~Lotus~]

Lenora was walking along the street when she bumped into some red haired boy. "Watch where you are going." She yelled at him. Why people on the street were so stupid, Lenora wouldn't know. I mean come on!. Thinking it over again, Lenora decided to keep on walking, walks were good for her. She didn't know what else to say to the boy. He just really annoyed her. She thought that she had seen the boy before...Yeah, I have! I have seen him blowing up at someone one the street before, poor woman.

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Xander then looked at the girl. She had long hair, and didn't look like she was even going anywhere. "I am watching where I am going, I ADVISE YOU TO DO THE SAME!" He then turned onto his house's porch. He went inside and slammed the door. There wasn't anything to do, he didn't read, and he didn't watch anything. Xander's empty house, it was small and only had about four rooms. It was a one story house, and it was cheap. Almost nothing worked, and sometimes he forgot to pay the bills so things got shut off. Xander picked up the phone, and then dialed Emma's number. "Emma?"

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Lenora just continued on her way. "He was...Strange." She reminded herself how she wouldn't trust people, open up, or show her weaknesses to them. Why should she, there wasn't any reason to. Lenora continued on without knowing what she was going to do..It made her sad, she even started to cry a bit. The tears she wiped away quickly, for they were weakness, and she was showing it to the whole world.

[Sijach~Shadowstorm]

Emma heard her phone ring, she rolled over with a groan and looked at the number. If it was one of those bank or survey people she swore she would chuck it out the window. She spotted the number and quickly answer it, getting to her feet. She wondered what had gone wrong "Yes, everything alright!?" she asked hurriedly, she hoped so. She began to pace her room, a bad habit of her's that drove the people bellow her insane. She was fully awake know, even if it was about eleven o'clock at night.

[Mayiamaru]

Xione blinked a few times and sighed after a second, her hands clenched and her natural snse of anxiety coming into play. "T... Take a seat..." She said, her shoulders tense as she went to the table, Khana jumping down from Xione's shoulders and to the floor, Khana could tell that Xione wasn't in the mood for this, but she was asked and something inside her always made it impossible for her to just lie freely.

Xione too a seat at the closest table and sat down, hugging herself as a bit of a security blanket. She waited until Ezvar sat down and took in a breath before she could even think of saying anything to him. "You aren't the only person in this time without a job. And as for me... I've always hated people thinking of me as nothing but dirt. Being called a goon... I-It just really got to me..." She said lowly, looking down at her lap. Her fearful side. It was plain as day right now. "People always think of me as dirt no matter what I do... So I learned how to fight and I took from every one of them our of rage, but... When they do things like that. I can't take it." She hissed, narrowing her eyes, but her fear was getting the better of her. She wrapped her arms around herself and shivered uncomfortabley while Khana looked up at her.

[~Lotus~]

Xander didn't know how to talk on the phone. He couldn't look anything, so he often yelled after the rings. "I don't know how to put this...I need to find something Emma, something is missing in me. I don't know what to do. I can't find it, no matter what I do, where I look! It is driving me crazy! I can't eat, sleep, or even think right. I don't know what to do Emma.." He didn't know what to do, he felt like he was so helpless. Nobody really knew what was going on, he was looking at books, and other things...They weren't going to find what was missing in him. "Sometimes, I think of being a part of a whole, but not really knowing where that whole might be. Like, a slice of a pizza..Did someone eat, or take away the rest?" It had been driving his crazy for a while now.

[Sijach~Shadowstorm]

Evar pulled up a chair but took a moment to sit down. He listened to her story, for once he felt sorry for somone other than himself. He listened patiently and saw how sad she seemed to be. Ezvar finally spoke, he didn't taunt, he didn't jeer and he knew he woudl regret it later but he spoke kindly "You're no more a goon than I'm a university teacher. No one has the right to call you dirt; anyone who does you are already ten times better than." he said, he knew he would regret this later.
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Emma had to hold the phone a bit away from her ear as he shouted into the other end, she waited until he was finished, then held the piece back to her head "Give me ten minutes and I'll be there." Emma rushed about pulling on her jacket and some shoes, not having time to get out of her P.J's she took her cell phone and called a cab as she got ready. She hung up the phone and ran out the door as the nearest cab pulled up. She hoped in, the driver giving her an odd look. She ignored it and waited impatianly for them to get to Xander's. When the cab pulled up she gave the driver his money, she had next to nothing left. She got out and walked up to Xander's house the rain pouring down on her, she hadn't brought a rain jacket. She knocked lightly on the door, waiting for an answer/

[~Lotus~]

Xander didn't know what in the world happened. "Aren't phone conversations supposed to be on the phone? What is wrong with this girl!" He didn't know why she was being stupid, if you could even call it stupid. "UGH." Then, about ten minutes later, just like she said...Emma was knocking on the door. He checked the window to be sure he didn't need a weapon with him. "Sorry..It is a mess, like usual." Opening the door, Xander saw that Emma was getting soaked. "Wow..." He then got a sweatshirt of his, and a blanket. "Here." He didn't want her to be sick, that would be the last thing Xander wanted. "So.."

[Mayiamaru]

Xione sighed, shaking her head slowly. "No... I guess they are right... Even my hometown regected me, and ever since, I've been stealing and killing people out of rage. I-I'm a disgrace to my home..." She said out of spite, putting her hands to her head and taking the blades from her hair. She placed them on the table and leaned back on her chair, her arms still wrapped around herself. "Abby was the only person who ever made me feel like I mattered, but in truth... I really don't matter at all..." She muttered regretfully, looking up at the ceiling. She was just ranting out of the moment. She hated to just bottle it in, but she would usually talk to Khana alone.

[Sijach~Shadowstorm]

((Soooo sorry about not posting. Had a bit of writers block then got caught up in making another RP. Sorry. ))

Emma shook her head, she wouldn't take his stuff "Sorry, I really don't like talking over phones, they take away from peoples abilities to talk face to face." she stepping inside and took her shoes off she didn't feel like tracking mud into his house. She found it funny though: for such a perfectionist Xander's house was a mess. She looked around smiling and put a couple DVD's that were lying about into their proper cases before she sat down. "So what's wrong? I couldn't really understand what you were trying to say." she was confused, Something was missing from him, that was all she got.
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Ezvar sighed inwardly, he couldn't believe what he was about to do "You're not useless, you're not a disgrace. We can't dodge the path we have been given but there is always a way to turn around." he knew he was being smart again and he secretly hated himself for it. He stood up and placed a hand on her shoulder, giving a small but genuine smile. For a moment he looked like the smart, dashing, kind young man he had been... when Abby had still been alive.