Spotted (Spottedfeather) /// 24 Moons /// Black-and-white Borzoi x Collie mix with striking blue eyes and one white-spotted ear /// Outpacker /// She-Dog + Bisexual /// Crush/Mate: Open /// Tags: All
She nodded her head, continuing to dig.
"No offense taken, my friend. Hawk, well, he's been through a lot. I'll tell you the real story..."
As she finished making the den, she noticed a patch of moss about a fox-length from her, which she could make into a nest. Gently, she pulled it up with her claws and put it into the den. After some time, she noticed how well and comfy it looked. She sighed gently and looked up at her friend.
"Hawk and I were born to two former ShadowPack members, Rainfur and Mudtail. After Bristlestar chased them out, they went to the life of a doggiepet. That's when we were born, but it wasn't just us. We had three other siblings: Hailstone, Oleanderpetal, and Jaywing. After the deaths of Rainfur and Mutail, we were taken in by ThunderPack. A few moons passed with nothing bad, until one devastating winter. Hailstone died from greencough, leaving her two pups orphaned. The other two, Oleanderpetal and Jaywing, fatally attacked each other. I can still remember Jaywing's cold glare towards Oleanderpetal when she tried to attack me. Hunger drove her insane, and she lost it, and Jaywing lived to see his own sister kill him."
She paused to sigh softly.
"Anyway, Hawk and I were the only ones left of the siblings, until one night, he mysteriously left. I remember waking up to his cold nest beside me. I was heartbroken. After it all, I eventually left, too. I stayed close to the nearby Twolegplace until I moved closer to ShadowPack, and here I am now."
Unknowingly, she seemed to be crying as she talked. The she-dog cleared her throat, wanting to just cry.
"I thought I'd never see him again, but I did. I was so happy to see him, but I could tell that he wasn't happy to see me. Why? I do not know, but after the way he's just treated me, I don't even want to look at him. I don't even want him near me..."