TheComfortCorner | V.9

[hiero]

Tomorrow will be better

[doedoll]

removed bc embarrassing oof

[skyline]

this is the worst i've been mentally, ever.
the worst part is, i don't know why.

[겨울 꽃]

I feel like I'm invisible to all my 'friends'. They never seem to involve me in their outings anymore and I've just been completely ignored. I prepared for us to go camping, it's something we do every holiday. But when I brought it up, they said they had already organised a camp but I wouldn't be able to go because they didn't have enough supplies, which was untrue, because 2 girls uploaded on their Instagram story revealing more than enough supplies. They also obliquely mock me and backstab me, something a few other kids at our school informed me about. Whenever I approach them, they stop speaking about the previous topic and move to another topic, a dull one. They act so 'warm' towards me but I know they're faking. When I confronted them about this, they just laughed, smirked and said: "we saw this coming" and walked off. I'm pretty sure they've blocked me on social media and are planning to ditch me in school, but as they said before, I saw this coming. I'm sort of hurt, that we aren't friends anymore, I truly considered them as my second family but I suppose even family can turn against you. I guess I'm happy that I got rid of the toxic relationship, but I have no idea what I'll do when we return to school. I'll be alone and made an easier target for other people to pick on.

[mean&gay]

for some reason, i'm dreading school more than usual. nothing has changed, it's the same monday it's always been, but i'm terrified. i've literally got an hour to bring myself to my senses or my whole day is gonna be a mess. i don't think i deserve this right now. maybe later, maybe earlier, but absolutely not now. i could do with an 'it's gonna be okay', if they're going cheap.

[John Shepard]

I'm a mess, my life is a mess, and at this point I don't even know anymore.
I wish I was good at something. Just... something, anything, but nothing I do ever seems to be good enough for anyone. Maybe I just want someone to go "you did good" or "I love this! More of this!". Something that gives me confidence.
Oh well.

[dakotapaws]

i wish i hadnt woken up
hardly awake for not even an hour and
i already got un trouble for not walking the
dogs and now im home alone because
everyone decided to leave
today is awful and
i hate crying

[hiero]

Tomorrow is NOT BETTER!!! SCREW THIS!!! I wish I hadn't taken my meds last night because I can properly feel emotions now!!!! I hate myself!!!!!! I'm so upset and I feel terrible!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[mcr]

im sorry i cant understand your feelings

[breadstick]

i think it says a lot about how much i want a good parent in my life when someone i've come to view as a parental figure calls me his son and i immediately burst out crying on the spot - in front of all my flatmates, while eating the shoddily made pasta i made.