TheComfortCorner | V.8

[grey matter]

my emotions are stupid


I want to cry over something pointless I missed out on



stupid account isn't new but I still don't have good rate pets even though I occasionally try

My worries are stupid

[cribunni]

please. just tell me what you think of me. i want to known if i should give up this hope, but how should i know? i'm so scared of love. i haven't felt it in so long.

[hiero]

i hate literally everything about being alive there is nothing good about this

[GAIRENTH]

-

[K#%!]

i lately started feeling very
depressed, because i have
been constantly thinking
about my loved one, who
has died due to having a
heart attack, less then a
year ago. i miss him so
much. he was the most
nicest and kindest
family member of mine.
he always cared for me,
when my other family
members didn't. i wish
he was still alive.
after his death, i started
becoming very antisocial
and slowly stopping
talking to people in real
life; i still barely do so.
and the fact that it
happened on my sister's
birthday, makes now
celebrating it more
harder for her. i even
stopped celebrating
my own birthday
and i'm not planning
on celebrating it
anymore.

[the folly of man]

im sorry i just

i don't want it to be true

i personally have no problem with being ace. i don't consider it to be wrong. it's just a lack of attraction. i just don't know what my parents and other people would think, since it's still technically part of LGBT+.
i've been struggling with this for around 4 or 5 months. it's really been bothering me because everyone already knows what i believe, and if i turn out to be ace then everyone's gonna claim i'm a huge hypocrite and no one will ever wanna be around me again.

um,, pm me about this if you want,, just don't do it just to judge me because i'm in a hard place.

[molotov]

they said it would get easier. it’s not.
never in my life have i felt so hated
unwanted and alone, i am a pest here.
and the funniest part? i’m trying more
than i ever have to make a connection,
to make a friend. but it doesn’t matter.
nothing about me matters to anyone
here. - what i wouldn’t give to get at
least one smile, some sort of indication
that someone sees me, that someone
here cares about me. i want to matter.

[オオタチ]

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[sniper tf2]

hnnng I hate coming to this thread, but whatever, I have some pent up feelings that I need to let go of before I go crazy.

you know you're exhausting, right?
i know you don't mean to be the way you are, I know you mean well, but it's just... gotten sour over the past few weeks.
i love you, sincerely, I adore you and wish to spend all of my time with you. I love talking to you and every time I get something from you it makes my day. i don't say that just for show, my day is considerably worse without you.

you don't seem to feel the same way though.
at least, it doesn't seem like it.
I know you love me, at least, that's what you say to me. but sometimes I find it hard to believe.
apparently, we're in a relationship.
girlfriends, huh? how exciting. my first attempt at a relationship. even if I was hesitant, and I still am, you still managed to convince me to let you use that title.
seems like it wouldn't have mattered if I said yes or no though, because nothing changed.
even the things I hoped would change.
like, you know how most of the times, people say their relationship was ruined due to a lack of communication?
im afraid by the way things are going, we'll probably be like all of those people.
it was always fine at first, we were only friends after all. even if you were my only and best friend at the time, I still excused your absence, all of those days I find myself sharing things to the void, only for you to come back with 'back!' or just come back and act as if you hadn't been gone for 3 days.
then that's the last thing you send before you go missing for another three days.
it's an endless loop


ramble time.
a note to you.
you know who you are.

I feel so many things about you.
a big stew of feelings and emotions that bubbles in my brain and overfills my skull.
I hate how much I think about you.
how many times I go back to ig to try and scroll up through our old messages, in your old account, the ones from months ago you've already forgotten about.
but I haven't.
I always try to scroll all the way up to the top, so I can read all of those wonderful things we sent to each other all those years ago.
those wonderful stories and characters that I still hold oh so dear to my heart.
I never make it far, I get distracted and end up reading the things at the very bottom.
and in satisfied with that, even if I read the same thing just an hour earlier, and the hour before that, and the hour before that.
It never gets old when you genuinely enjoy the role that you were given and the story you managed to tell.

I just wrote two texts about you.
you just overwhelm me so much
I have so much to say
even when you sometimes fo so little.

I don't know how to word how much I miss you and how sick I am of waiting for you.
I'm so tired of editing for you all of the damn time.
when have I went away for multiple days without telling you anything?
when have I just disappeared abruptly only to not explain by sudden absence?
when have I not prioritized you over everything else?!
i love you.
you're always first.
im always there for you.
i always tell you when I'll leave for more than 20 minutes.
i'll always apologize if I take too long.
i always do what you want to do.

an I greedy for wanting that back?

[sillies]

i cant post anywhere anymore without getting harassed offsite. especially on cs linked discord servers. i dont feel safe on them anymore but there are some i like a lot and dont want to leave but is it worth the offsite stuff . . ..