TheComfortCorner | V.8

[cece.]

i’m so irritated.
stop telling me “we’re all going on a diet” and then you turn around and buy junk food the next day.
i want to start eating healthier and even went out of my way to buy groceries and meal prep which didn’t really matter since you threw it away because it was “taking up shelf space” and proceeded to make fun of me for making mashed cauliflower,,,,
and then for dinner tonight, you guys buy freaking pizza, knowing damn well i can’t eat it. i can’t afford to go to the grocery right now and buy more stuff and i defiantly can’t afford to go to a fast food place and try to eat the “healthiest” thing on their need menu.
i just can’t win. i eat like crap, you belittle me. then i turn around and eat healthy and you still belittle me.
like what do you want me to do??

[symbols]

I have come to the conclusion that I am very whiny.

[gaymer]

i hate myself for being so vulnerable to being hurt all the time i'm too gentle and ugh

[sinensys]

choosing names is so hard. and a lot of trans peeps just say things like "you'll know which is right" and like,,,,, ig you right? but how many times am i going to have tell people, "oh i actually go by ____" ? last semester, i went by saf, and now this semester, i've just told everyone to call me sebastian, and now i think connor might be a good name?? i hate second guessing myself. i like the name sebastian, but ig it sounds pretentious a bit, considering my birthname is a pretty common name. it makes me so anxious to ask to be called something else. i don't mind people knowing i'm a transboy - i don't pass very well for masculine when i don't speak, i'm really only andogynous looking here. when i speak politely to people my voice pitches upwards, but when i'm casual, i let it drop an octave and let it be gritty sounding. i get to see a specialist who will redirect me to hrt soon, but by the time i get t and by the time i start experiencing any actual changes, the whole semester will fly by.

i know i should be glad that i have the opportunity to use these social name changes, but dear g o d they stress me out, even if the community is supportive and asks no questions as to why someone with a super feminine name is asking to be called sebastian, a super masculine name. i still have one more class to introduce myself in on monday. maybe i should go by connor there, and then if people from other classes are in there and ask questions, i just say i'm trying out names. but god that feels so extra and i hate it. i didn't want to have multiple names during a single semester, but i feel like i made a mistake with sebastian?? like, the day before, i went and got a haircut, and i felt really good being called sebastian, but now i wonder if it's really from just being referred to as 'sir' instead of 'miss' for once?? idk and i hate it

[Total K9]

I wish I was enough. I wish I was enough. I WISH I WAS ENOUGH FOR ONCE IN MY DAMN LIFE

[cribunni]

my past seems so bright to me now. i'm looking back on last year, and these memories are yellow and bright, like the sunlight won't ever stop shining down upon them. i wasn't very happy last year. i just wasn't. if anything, i'm less depressed now than i've ever been. so why does it feel like i'm falling apart?

i need help

[fr3shbones]

💕 Positive Vent Ahead 💕

I'll delete this if needed in the case that positive vents (like this one) aren't allowed

I still miss you a lot

You're like, one of the coolest people I've ever met

And even after all this time,

Even after I've xxxxx xxxx x xxxxxx xxxxx xx xxx,

I'm the one who fell in love with love of you

I love you so much dude,,,

Like, I can't even explain how much I love you and miss you at the same time

[B I R B]

Does anyone else have chest pains with anxiety I feel scared.... I just want to know I am not the only one.... I also commonly feel tingle feelings in my head and get dizzy a lot. please tell me I am not the only one D:

[airwaves]

i really want a boyfriend and i know that's not very important because i'm only in high school but i just want to feel loved by someone yanno

[dimoo]

I want to,
but I can't.