Write a Letter You Cannot Send (Read the Rules!)

[Goodmorningaperture]

Dear Rachel, G, Sarah, I, and N,

I'm here to tell you how grateful I am for you, even if you won't see this particular letter, I'm hoping you'll at least understand that you're all the sweetest <3

You're the best friends I've had in a very long time, and although I'm not the best at verbally articulating it, I love hearing your ideas and RPing together and seeing what you have to bring to the Squad!

Love you guys, here's to you!

S

[.Kira Nightblade.]

Dear C, K, and T

You guys are seriously the best <3

[viles]

[lutz]

dear ,
WHO ARE YOU TELL ME WHO YOU ARE

[oliveoilangel]

Dear ,
You're a jerk. You're an idiot. You're a phony. You were my friend.
You seriously told my best friend that you 'weren't really friends with me anymore'. I mean, how dumb must you be to tell my best friend first of all. You were never nice to me anyway. 4 years of having to sit on the same bus seat with you. The other girl even told her mom about how badly you treated me! Maybe you should be a nice person, instead of being so hungry for drama.

[春雷,,]

dear xxx,

i feel awful knowing that you're hurting but maybe you've already taken so much from me i feel nothing but exhaustion. i feel awful that your pain is paining the people i love and hurting them so badly while i can't do anything to help. i feel awful that your pain is something i'll never be able to help alleviate because i'm not that person. i'm not the person you trust. i'm okay with that, but please stop because all you're doing is draining me and i can't afford that right now. i can't afford to be brought down even more by you than what you have done to me already. i need to focus on things that will affect me and help me more than what you've ever done to me. my hurt is equally as valid as yours but you don't seem to notice that. i hope you find out one day that not everything revolves around you.

It really was an amazing time knowing you. Heck, I thought i even loved you but maybe i should stop lying to myself. i don't think i'll ever forget you, yanno? you were an important part of my life for a time, but I think i'll be okay even if i let you go now. I think maybe it's time to do that instead of clutching onto something that's only going to hurt me more as time passes. i think i'm ready to move on from your toxicity. sure, it'll hurt. it always hurts when i have to let go. it always hurts when yet again, another person who i loved walks away. but just like how the sun rises and sets everyday, i'll move on from you. i'll move on from all the pain, suffering, guilt and loneliness you put me through. i hope you find happiness and i hope i do too.

We had our ups. Maybe this is our down. I think a small part of me will always love you, but I need to do what's good for me because I think after all we've been through, i deserve that much. Thank you for every single empty 'i love you' you've given me, because really, i felt loved. i knew very well that they were smoke and mirrors, but i lead myself to believe they were real. i hate you for hurting me. but also thank you for giving me some of the most amazing times of my stupid life. thank you for having once given me something to look forwards. maybe we'll meet again someday, when we've both found our own paths. but if we do, i hope you won't hurt me again.

i think i'll be okay. even if it means i lose a few people. even if it means i start going through the process of splitting away from those who had the same value to me as you did. but i want to be with people who can think of me too, and not just of themselves. i want the happiness i was once too scared to pursue. so, i think that no matter how much it hurts, i'll be okay.

after all, it's the ones who stay, who're the important ones, right?

thank you for everything. maybe this is goodbye.

- the rai who means nothing to you, the rai who loved you, and the rai who's tired of hurting.

[idyll]

to S,

hey love, it's been a long time and i'm really starting to worry about you. i hope you're all right and just are gone getting the help you need or taking a break from cs and discord. i really hope i hear from you again, and that you're doing okay. ily and i'm sending you hugs and love and support. i miss you.

from Ran

[bloodclot]

dear l,
i know something is up with you.. it's kind of obvious. maybe you're just taking me for granted again. or just really.. stupid... heh. it's not funny. i know something's wrong with you. i can't deal with it anymore. i gave you one last chance and you're just - kinda throwing it in the trash. thanks...

[paevent]

dear ttt
bro that was so disappointing i was so happy for like a millisec but then you ruined it. hah it doesn’t even matter anymore bc of that. one lil thing that messes everything up. what is this
—-

[q t]

dear b,

hi
you don't know me I guess, at all?
I just really hope you're okay. I don't know what's going on, nor how to help but just know I'm here even though I know you aren't reading this. I don't know if it's true and I'm not going to believe anything that anyone has said about you until you've said it yourself but- I just hope it's not true that you tried to harm yourself. You kept talking about how happy you are/were and I was so proud of you. I just don't know what's going on but know that I love you and I wish you well. I don't know what you meant by ''at this moment i was more scared of losing you than losing my life'' exactly, I just wish you, or you both, well.

love you,
sam (and j probably <3)