TheComfortCorner | V.8

[Pale Verditer]

Heart, stop feeling things. You're just gonna wind up shattered all over again. So stop. Give in.

[hiero]

There is 0 chance I'm going to pass. Unless something magical happens and the state exam is worth a giant grade, I'm not passing. It won't happen. I'm so dumb, I did this to myself.

[Spearow]

My head feels like its going to explode. I'm so anxious about going so far away I'm worried something is going to go wrong like our hotel will forget we're checking in late or the parking garage will be closed or the car will breakdown. I'm so anxious xc

[ĸιттιe]

so i desperately need someone right now. i have no one. my boyfriend is abusive, my home life isn't that great, and i have no friends. my life has been crap for the past 5 years, and it has only been getting worse. my pms are open for anyone who actually cares.
>i will talk to anyone but it is significantly easier for me to open up to guys.

[/////]

Is it normal that I miss my close male friend too much..

[will byers]

why do they always get so mad when i defend myself?


i just want this to end

ugh

[hiero]

Ahh, I'm mostly better now.. but I freaked out for a few seconds a bit ago. My stupid computer got the BSOD while I was in the middle of typing a long message. Like, I'd been typing for >1 hour by that point. Thank goodness for the preview feature. Saved my ass. Sounds dumb, but I probably got the biggest adrenaline rush right then. Wanted to run right through a wall. I'm too anxious to deal with this, dammit! Why does my computer hate me?

[Spearow]

I'm so carsick and anxious this city is next level stressful.
I have a headache and am trying not to get physically sick
I just really hope the rest of this trip goes okay because so
far its pretty awful.

The parking garage man locked our car before I could get my other bag out with my drinks I can't even take my medicine.
If I try to take it without anything I'll definitely be sick.

edit; thank the gods there is stuff to make orange pekoe tea,
that's something at least 🍵

edit 2; seriously going to have a mental breakdown today

[hiero]

Well now I feel foolish. I was supposed to meet her tomorrow. Wasted two hours doing nothing for nothing. Well, I did get to hang out with the neighborhood cat a bit. I'm still upset.

I guess all the r stress lately is making it easier to cry, because I did a little bit. My favorite baby wiped his paw on my face whenever he saw tears though. He's so smart. I love him.

[/////]

I miss my "Mary Austin" my platonic love, my close male friend):