◐`blue looked so good on you

[beebopbee]

so hard

[beebopbee]

bandaging paper like broken skin
swing like flashing blue eyes
back to back to back
can i hear your denim breath
push pass drop fall
new clothes old face
waiting waiting
why do you fix the clouds
why do you tape them together
perfect seaside you aren't it
go away go away
deep sigh flit flash
push krr tap tap tie
fall trip smile bad
why rip can you
see how maybe clouds
free me faster let me write
butterscotch feet and sticky tap shoes

[beebopbee]

lydia
why do you rot me from the inside
i'm just curious

[beebopbee]

you call my name but i don't hear you
i call yours and you do
yet neither of us respond anyway
it's always been like that

[beebopbee]

in my dreams
i explore a better life

...

and maybe that's why i dont want to wake up

[beebopbee]

madilyn
if you ever loved me
let me go

[beebopbee]

you let my surface lay still
a plane of clear glass now murky with former disturbance
the particles of past stones settle in my still abyss
i wait for them to fall to the bottom
then and then it rained
big fat drops splattered on my once still pane
creating a silent war here you could here the thWOP! of it plummeting
and resurfacing only to disintegrate and merge into one body
it rained for a long time

(you changed it all)
(you stopped the rain)
(i'm forever thankful)
(the grey clouds still haunt me)
(but i feel safe with you)

[beebopbee]

madilyn madilyn
all along
you were right
and i was wrong

[beebopbee]

she exhales a cloud of smoke through her cracked lips
a feeling of decay

[beebopbee]

you make me feel homesick
all
over
again