TheComfortCorner | V.8

[pastel pain.]

Please..
I just wanna talk
I want someone to actually pay attention to me
I want someone to talk with
I want someone to help
I want to help someone
I want to be noticed
I want to matter

please

Why am I trying to find comfort in a group of online people who shouldn’t care

[eli sunday]

Sometimes I just want to be able to rant to someone.
But I'm not able to ever,
my siblings wouldn't listen,
my mother would just rub it off,
and my father would think I'm lying.

[cloven]

Is it enough to say I value literally anyone’s happiness over my own? I’ll give everything I have to people so they aren’t sad like I am. Of course this just makes what I have lesser and lesser but as long as someone is happy

[Arlecchino ♡]

i feel awful. i feel terrible. my emotions are all over the place and the first thing the people around me do is try to use it to their advantage.
no, i don't want to stay home and take care of your child.
no, i don't want to bathe your pets.
and no, i certainly don't want you be with you. of all people.

i'd give anything to be surrounded by people who actually care about how I'm doing, but i don't know if those really exist anymore. i'm so tired of taking care of everything for everyone.

[2246]

its fun not having anyone to talk to c:

also its fun forgetting to take your antidepressants haha-

[choerry]

i just dont know anymore,
be prepared for a rant

basically theres this one person (lets call them 'n'), who i used to be really close with, but since i came out ive been hanging out with a different friend (lets call them 'l') more and more. and how does that go down with n? not very well. she starts to ignore me, talk about me behind my back, and then confronts me about how she thinks im mad at her? of course im mad at her, she ignores me and says its my fault, she talks about me behind my back in a different language (which i can understand), and she just cant accept loss. she cant, she just cant. she gets one question wrong on her chemistry test and boom, shes down in tears, saying shes so stressesd and hates herself. i finish before her in a maths lesson, and she starts to talk about how stupid she is. i get higher than her in a test, and she starts to blame the teacher? i just cant deal with it anymore. i cant exactly say i dont want to try and be her friend anymore, because my mom is obsessed with her, is good friends with her dad, and thinks she is just a perfect angel. its not fun. ive talked to my dad about it, but he just goes and tells my mom, which causes her to lecture me about how i should change how i see things, change myself instead of trying to change her. but i dont have the effort to. i dont have the energy. i cant anymore- i just want someone to talk to, someone to vent to.

n hates l. n thinks that l is manipulating me, and it really makes me annoyed. i just dont know what to do anymore,,

[eli sunday]

Just something weird.. Ay-o sounds like mayo..

HEY! I would like a AY-O sandwhich

[velialvia]

i was happy and thought maybe that like, i’d gotten thru
my seasonal depression and, also that maybe life is done
beating me up time and time again, over and over again!

then it was, OF COURSE, followed by two VERY bad days!
because my life is literally just one endless rollercoaster
of ups and downs!! my fav decided to make a nasty joke
on twitter bad enough to wake up to but like people are
disappointing whats new? kinda comes with the territory
of stanning irl people tbh! but to really add to it, my day
just kept getting worse ,, and ppl were talking about me
behind my back and it was like. . .obviously about me : /

proceeded to have horrible nightmares. then woke up this
morning to my car alarm going off. i’m VERY protective of
my car, its my dream car , and someone had attempted to
break into it one morning in the past. i darted up and was
ready to fight someone. turns out the dude putting gravel
on our driveway just got too close to my car and it set off
the alarm when he poured gravel. SO. FUN!! i love that!!!

now i have a pounding headache , my friends are ignoring
me and im just like . a few steps away from crying tbh lol

okay sorry im just incredibly frustrated

[nammjonah]

my schools doing online spanish so we dont even rlly need the facilitator to be involved

but ours is tryna make us 2 days of work in 1 so we can "get everything done before break"

i had everything done before break before u piled everything on 🙃

now im behind lmao

[eli sunday]

Ya'll don't forget about snuggle up